Excessive

I don't write anymore because life is so crazy busy and I don't have any time to just sit around thinking about my day... any free time that I have I desperately attempt to relax, playing games or watching TV shows, trying not to panic about life, money, school and so on. It's pretty tough... really tough... I feel like my core is about to collapse and I'm just going to implode.

Bekki went to the hospital (well, we went together) because of issues with her heart, dizzyness and not feeling good for a night and a morning, so that was an interesting 10.5 hour experience, and they ended up making her stay overnight. The entire experience was surreal and terrible... saying goodbye and leaving her there was one of the most difficult things ever, and the house just didn't feel anywhere close to right. Everything felt off and nothing was good, and just... terrible. They let her go the next day, and nothings been resolved, so... yay waste of time and upsetting everyone!

I've been playing Guild Wars 2, World of Warcraft and listening to the Lumineers.

I'm anxious all the time.

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