March 02, 2004 10:21PM
You Look Like A Fool
Ozkar is thinking about changing the name of the pisseria to something.. else. I have no ideas. It doesn't really matter to me for some reason, it's just the place I got to chat with friends... so it makes no difference what it's titled, so long as the people there stick around. Today someone compared me to someone else and said we're alike.. for some reason it pissed me off because I try my best to stay original.. oh well, I don't see the similarity, so I just have to not care.
Owen has finished the Fetish Masquerade website, so you must now go over there on a daily basis to make sure you're up to date on all shows, news and all that blahness. It's an awesome site as well, so even if you aren't interested in the band (which is impossible) go check out the amazingly designed website. Here is the link: http://www.prettygods.com.
Today was pretty god damn boring (weeee). I spent the majority of the day laying on my bed playing Final Fantasy Tactics Advance. Yes, that was the extent of my funess today. Blah. I think I played Tekken 4 for about five minutes or something and that was it. I played a second of Breath of Fire II, but went back to FFTA. It was a pretty boring day... depresses me because it seems like such a waste. Linize had to volunteer tonight, so she didn't come over till 8:30 and then after she ate her supper, she fell asleep almost right away, so I only got to spend about ten minutes with her. I tried to wake her up.. I even pushed her head around, but nope, I guess I'm just supposed to spend tonight alone. She has to leave in a few minutes, so I might as well just let her sleep. It makes me sad but... I haven't been happy for a long time now for some reason, so I can't blame this specific thing on it I guess... It's probably just because I'm worried about work... I tried putting the straight shaft through my lip again today and I couldn't get it through... I dunno what else to do.. I'm probably going to have to quit.
I'm still waiting for my OSAP loan to come in... it'll be less stressful when I know I have some money to fall back on.. so I can at least buy some food for myself. Right now I'm only having one supper a week because I can't afford anything more. This week I had a roast chicken dinner.. it was nummy.. last week I had meatloaf. I can't wait for money... it's really hard to be happy when you're hungry all the time.
Sarah (from school Sarah, not online Sarah.... HI ONLINE SARAH!!) hasn't been talking to me as much, and Teresa has stopped completely. As a matter of fact, no one talks to me online at all anymore.. who knows why, or what happened.. probably because I didn't reply or some crap reason like that.. but I've really been feeling alone lately.. I just wish people would start talking to me.. even just to say hello.
I downloaded and installed VS.NET again today... took forever, but now I finally have it. I can't install Office or the other applications I need until I get back on campus, so I'll just have to wait... I want to start a C++ project in .NET but when I searched google for C++ tutorials on directory listing and file functions I couldn't find anything, so I just didn't do anything at all... kinda depressing eh? Meh.
I don't really have much else to talk about I guess... I've still been listening to my 80's classics... not much else. Just lots of FFTA music. hehe.. okay then. bye bye now.
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
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