November 25, 2003 7:19AM
The Great Below
So here I am, up at 7:19am... I don't want to go to school. I just want one day where I can have some time to do things. To finally cook my tomatoes, to do a load of laundry so I don't have to feel dirty. To clean up a bit around this shithole... to feel good about the way I'm living my life. To maybe get some handle on my financial situation. I just want a day to relax and not have stress.
When I went to my doctor yesterday, and he increased the dosage, he also said to avoid stressful situations AND excitment. He said if I get to happy, the fall from it will be life threatening, so I have to keep in the middle ground. He said that if I'm not bored, then I'm doing something wrong. Looks like I'm losing most reasons to live. So basically, please for the love of god, and my health, don't get me upset or excited... okay? This is my life your fucking up.
So I guess I'll sit at home today and try my best to do some things. I just want to be happy today. Good luck with that they say.
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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