September 22, 2002 3:48AM
Haircut!
I got my haircut today! Today as I think back on it was strange but experiencing it seemed normal.
I got up around 10:00am and played WarCraft III for awhile. At around 1pm I left for the haircutting place and while driving I saw Linzie... we we're getting gas and Linzie was waiting at the light to cross and so I was just sitting in the car staring at her and it was really strange. It was really really weird to see her but not be with her or her not see me. I felt far away from her and not connection to her in any way (emotionally) and it was kinda scary. As we drove by my Mom honked frantically and I waved it kinda felt good to see her face but then it reminded me that I wasn't with her. Definatly a strange experience.
I got my haircut and got back around (okay I can't remember when) but I called Ben and we played some arranged team action in WarCraft III. Eventually Linzie came over and we spent the rest of the day together.
At one point as we were cooking supper (spicey fries and fish sticks) we went on a magical adventure to find French salad dressing. We walked to Wal-Mart 7-11 and finally some variety store and they finally had it there. So when we got back our supper was overcooked and the salad wasn't made. It was fun though...
We watched As Good As It Gets with Jack Nicholson and it was as good as ever. One of my favorite movies!
After that I let Linzie nap for a bit and I sat around and blah.
She left around 1:30am and then I played with Ben in WarCraft III.
I'm still listening to MSI.. I haven't got sick of them yet for some reason. Usually a single band doesn't last this long in my listening.. something.. shut up.
I was only depressed once today. When Linzie first got here. I have this thing where if Linzie goes out somewhere or with someone and she comes over after something seems completely different. I know most of it is in my head but she usually has something new her hair in a new style a new article of clothing or accessory.. so it just hits me that something is different and I don't feel close to her anymore and I barely feel like it's even her. This happens EVERY time. Could you imagine going through that every time your girlfriend went out somewhere? It's horrible! But anyway I got depressed like I always do and I actually told her this time so it wouldn't grow into something stupid and she hugged me and after spending some time together things felt normal again and I calmed down. It always happens and then always goes back to normal. I just don't like it but what am I going to do? Tell her that I don't want her to go anywhere but my house? Yeah right.. thats realisti... hey wait.. *calls Linzie*
I guess that's my story for today. Hope you enjoyed it... Goodnight.
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- I lived with my Mom
- I was with Linzie
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