May 21, 2002 12:00AM
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Wow, I have tons to talk about, yet the energy to do nothing! I guess I can try and sum it up. For awhile now I have had a knee problem, where it would swell a but and the muscle would be a bit tender. Well, a few weeks ago it completely locked and hurt unimaginably. Well, it did it again and now its not getting better. The pain is actually quite indescribably but I've used the following the most: it feels like a needle is stabbing me every time I walk. The feeling of the skin breaking and then pressure and expanding. I've completely lost all control over my thigh muscle, so it's very difficult to do anything. You know what's even better? do you? hey! why the hell are you walking away from me? ... bastards.. I'll continue anyway.. So I went to the hostiple last week.. I was there for seven hours or so, they did an ultrasound and an x-ray and forcefully moved my leg (which hurt by the way).. and its also the reason I think its not getting better this time, actually worse. Anywho, I was sent home with NO painkillers or information other than "they'll call you". Well.. asprin don't do anything for the pain. Oh, did I mention I also have a fever, a sore throat, a stuffed up nose/runny nose and feel like COMPLETE shit in every way. Hmm.. what else? Oh yes, I am now in my couch 24/7, except for times when I have to go the bathroom. I've got my computer set up beside the couch and I'm laying with the keyboard on my stomach and the optical mouse on my chest.. I've got a fucking headache. Well anyway.. I'm going to miss a lot of school.. possibly fuck up my future, I can barely do anything for myself and I hate it. I hate it more than anything. I'm getting quite sick of life and there are times when I wish I was just sleeping and not waking up. I just hate this so much. hate hate hate hate hate hate. Hmm.. i'm burning up right now.. and can barely see.. but other than that im FUCKING SUPER!! *point fist in the air*
Oh well, at least there is one constant in my life.. *hugs coke* mmm.. sweet sweet coke. *licks coke* oh you like that coke? *looks up* *cough* ah yes.. well.. so im in super pain, quite depressed and all around fed up with my life. Thats the update for today. Thank you and happy camping.
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