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November 26, 2003 11:19PM

I Will Let You Down... I Will Make You Hurt

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Today was okay I guess... I managed to clean the living room and kitchen, so at least I feel like I acomplished something. I watched Austin Powers: Gold Member, and yes it IS stupid, but it's funny and Mike Myers is awesome. I also managed to fit in some Final Fantasy XI and even some Final Fantasy X-2.

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November 25, 2003 7:19AM

The Great Below

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

So here I am, up at 7:19am... I don't want to go to school. I just want one day where I can have some time to do things. To finally cook my tomatoes, to do a load of laundry so I don't have to feel dirty. To clean up a bit around this shithole... to feel good about the way I'm living my life. To maybe get some handle on my financial situation. I just want a day to relax and not have stress.

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November 24, 2003 11:13PM

I am Everything. and Nothing. I am what you fear. Nothingness.

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Not very much to talk about really... but then again I guess I always say that one way or another. Been wanting to cry all day... I guess that's not new, but.. it's current, so it seems relevent. I felt very far away from Linzie all day... I just keep wanting to cry... perhaps, subconciously I'm predicting the future and feeling emotions from it.

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November 20, 2003 1:52PM

You Think You Have Everything... But No, You Don't

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Okay, so I came home from school today, and made my lunch. Pretty basic stuff... someone knocks on the door, it's the super. She needs to have me let her and two guys come in to paint the balcony... makes sense. I put Tidus and Marle in my room because... I don't want my damn cats running around in the way and shizzle. The super says that last time she was here, Tidus was fine out here and never got in the way, so I let them out and they sniffed around and everything was fine. After the super and the men left, I put Tidus and Marle back in my room because there was wet paint in the living room and I didn't want half white cats. So, when I put Tidus in, I went to go get Marle and Tidus burst out of the room, runs up to Marle starts hissing and swatting meaner than I've ever heard him, and completely freaking out and turning into a demon cat, so I instinctvly protect my baby kitty Marle and grab Tidus, in which he responds by FUCKING CUTTING THE FUCK OUT OF MY HAND!!! Stupid fucking cat... after he did that I chased him around yelling, until I finally gave up... he loves me now though... Look to your left...

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November 17, 2003 12:23PM

Stupid High School Drama

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Let's see if anyone can follow this chain of events: Jordan wants to hang out with Sarah. --> Linzie is at Jordan's, might as well include her --> Jordan likes hanging out with Teresa. Invite her as well. --> Meet at closest sattilite residence.

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November 16, 2003 11:22PM

I'll Come Back Fighting

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

So last night was friends night, where I watch movies with Sarah, Teresa and Linzie. We watched CKY1, 2 and 3 and fucked around with Teresa as she slept (like licked her in the nose, on the face, in the ear, slept on top of her, pulling on her underwear and various other horrible things. It was fun, and we didn't completely piss her off, so.. next week will be interesting. Yesterday was pretty much just a blur and a lot of sleep... so I really don't have anything to talk about... I went to the mall and pre-ordered my copy of Final Fantasy X-2... and Rob, my buddy that works there, gave me a free XI Mousepad! woot!

Today I slept until 6pm. Good luck going to sleep I says to myself. I'll most likely stay up really late playing FFXI or something. I dunno what else to do really...

I am unexpectantly listening to Billy Talent.. and talking to Sarah and Teresa. I guess that's it for this short update... night.

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November 15, 2003 9:31AM

The Fear In Your Eyes

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Where should I start? Tuesday was the Dropkick Murphey's show, which was painful but very enjoyable. I got punched in the face twice, my earing almost ripped out, my ankle cut and bruised and various other severe, life threatening injuries, but it was all good. The Casualties kicked ass as well... they were VERY entertaining, and I don't even know who the opening act were, and it doesn't really matter because they didn't stick out at all in any way. It's fun going to shows now because I don't have to get X's on my hands anymore! Yay for being 19... and a half. This many! *raises fingers*

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November 11, 2003 3:16AM

I Can Feel The Pity Oozing Out... they have ointment for that.

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Okay, so you're probably wondering why I haven't been updating or anything. Well, I got this neat little game called Final Fantasy XI, and I haven't stopped playing it; even to take a poop! I just poop in my pants! Anyway, the game is unimaginably fun. It's an MMORPG, with 28 North American servers

, and you play in a world populated by about 3000 real people, in real time, all the time. There are quests, missions, jobs, guilds, adventures, chocobos, moogles... and the list goes on! You will never have nothing to do. If you don't feel like fighting monsters today, find a nice pond or creek somewhere and just fish for a bit, maybe catch a big one and sell it through an auction, or take it to the fishing guild to have it weighed and displayed. There is just so much to this game... it's so fun. That's my level 12 White Mage to the left there. I also have a level 8 warrior (on different servers), which you can view a screenshot of here. Here are a few more of me with a few party members:

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I Will Let You Down... I Will Make You Hurt

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The Great Below

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I am Everything. and Nothing. I am what you fear. Nothingness.

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You Think You Have Everything... But No, You Don't

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Stupid High School Drama

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I'll Come Back Fighting

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The Fear In Your Eyes

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I Can Feel The Pity Oozing Out... they have ointment for that.

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I Will Let You Down... I Will Make You Hurt I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

The Great Below I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

I am Everything. and Nothing. I am what you fear. Nothingness. I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

You Think You Have Everything... But No, You Don't I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

Stupid High School Drama I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

I'll Come Back Fighting I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

The Fear In Your Eyes I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

I Can Feel The Pity Oozing Out... they have ointment for that. I lived with Ben on Cartier I was with Linzie I worked at Pizza Hut

On This Day

Time

Wintersleep/Elliott Brood

Subtle Complaints

Where'd my voice go?

A Normal Entry

Hikaru my Love

An Ode!

Untitled Entry #754

Well, This Is Random

Simmer Down and Start Writing

Hopeful Suicide

The Promise

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I Will Let You Down... I Will Make You Hurt

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

The Great Below

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

I am Everything. and Nothing. I am what you fear. Nothingness.

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

You Think You Have Everything... But No, You Don't

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

Stupid High School Drama

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

I'll Come Back Fighting

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

The Fear In Your Eyes

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut

I Can Feel The Pity Oozing Out... they have ointment for that.

I lived with Ben on Cartier

I was with Linzie

I worked at Pizza Hut