Excessive

I stayed home from school today because I've been feeling so down lately that the idea of venturing forth to school was too much for me, and I knew that I had to do laundry, so I wanted some time to relax and do that as well... I guess I took a mental health day, and I'm not 100% sure that helped.

I'm just doing a bit of school work before I go to sleep... sadly the sleeping pill has kicked in and I'm having issues concentrating.

I always say I'm never gonna drink anything again after I drink... but I always just feel so crappy after.

School was pretty cool today... I actually did school work instead of just sitting like a retard installing one program or something. I had java, and we started right away on factorials and recursion, and even got some homework, which I finished in five minutes, but still, it was nice to have some actual work to do, as it still doesn't really feel like I'm back in school, cause I've yet to actually have to think or do anything.

I've been back to school now for almost a week, and today was either the worst day or the best day, I'm not really sure! The entire day takes place in one class room, in one seat, for six hours, with no break. It's three classes, back to back, in the same chair. Web Design, then database, then business. Web design is so basic that I think I'm going to know the entire course, so I literally played WoW from the start of class to the end of class, and I still listened but I mean, I knew it all, so I just quested. The second two hour class was database, and we downloaded and installed a small program, it took about ten minutes, and that's all we did for that class, so I had like.. an hour and forty minutes to play WoW more, since we had nothing else to do, and that was disappointing... I'm paying a lot of money to do more than just install programs and play games. Anyway, I ate my lunch during that "break" time in database, and eventually business started, with one of my favorite professors, Turford. He engages the students, acts excited, and generally does an excellent job at making any subject interesting to learn about. I didn't play any games, I just paid attention and enjoyed the class... even took notes.

It's been nearly half a month... eighteen days of unstructured life, no routine, and tomorrow it ends and a new routine will begin. I think that getting back to a structured, predictable routine will only help me feel better and more stable, and I look forward to it, allthough I can admit it will take a little bit to get used to it again, it should be very nice once I do!

I will write a good entry tomorrow afternoon... for now, I am going to sleep!

It's brunch again tomorrow! Two brunches in a row! I came home feeling a lot better than yesterday... I thought I was going to die yesterday, it hurt so bad...

Well, Happy New Year...