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January 22, 2012 12:11AM

Disqualified
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


I'm not tired. I just worked for 11 hours after only getting five or six hours of sleep, and I just got home, and I'm not tired. I mean, my body is kinda sore, but not more than normal really, and mostly due to unrelated things. Like my left wrist is getting worse and worse, it hurts to even type, to lift or move it, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. On top of that, something about the coat or apron at work was rubbing against my neck the wrong way and it became alarmingly irritated and painful, making my neck turn red and distract the shit out of me. So those things, plus just my feet, legs and shoulders being sore and tired, lead me to feel... ready to sit, but not tired.


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January 21, 2012 1:16AM

Now We're Just Wasting Time
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


Work was alright today, I got to wear my new uniform, so that was fun. It's white, with nicer pants and an apron.

I woke up on time this morning, having set both my phone's alarm and my bedside alarm, so I didn't sleep in, didn't miss my bus, or any of those fun things. I woke up and had my standard breakfast, listened to the Comedy Button and read random crap online as I got ready for work. I left around 11am and caught my bus to work... very exciting.


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January 19, 2012 4:10PM

Dizzied
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


It's disappointing how predictable certain aspects of my life are, well... certain aspects of my behavior and/or personality. Small triggers can shift moods, can completely change perspective and that sinking feel returns to the pit of my stomach, all too familiar and common.


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January 17, 2012 11:01PM

Weakerthan
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


Today was an easy, good day. Strange how those have been following me around this week so far.

I woke up groggy this morning, obviously due to taking a sleeping pill the night before, but I still managed to drag myself out of bed, and make coffee and get ready for work. I didn't do much beyond that, I just got ready and went to catch the bus around 10am, so I could get to work for 11am.


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January 17, 2012 1:57AM

Hey, Man!
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


So I guess sometimes breaks in routine aren't terrible and life-ending like I've always thought. It appears they can be refreshing or positive even, and can leave me feeling good, even if it's not normal or routine, or scheduled.


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January 16, 2012 1:05AM

Psychological Secrets
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


Yeah so I may have gone to sleep a bit later than I should've last night, and perhaps it would've been in my best interest if I had gone to sleep... like right when I got home from work, but I mean, what are you gonna do? I'm pretty sure that I didn't even finish my dinner until around 10:30pm, and after that I just wanted to relax for a bit, so that lead into the night and before I knew it, it was already 1:00am or 1:30am.


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January 14, 2012 10:36PM

Masks
  • I was dating Bekki
  • I lived on Langarth St.
  • I worked at Windermere


While there are always ups and downs, and in my case, generally pretty severe ones (with no one to blame but myself) yesterday and today have been pretty good days, and I sit here feeling pretty content.


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