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First 6 to 2 in the cafe tomorrow. Pretty nervous, but Bridget will be there to keep me aware of what's going on.

I hate working on Saturdays. I really, really don't want to go to work right now, I feel nervous and I'm not looking forward to it. I work 8 to 3 next week instead of 8 to 4, but I'm too nervous to ask why, and there is a new girl who's this giant patronizing bitch, so I'm not really looking forward to work much lately.

I feel nervous... like anxious. Like the world is going to end. I get like this sometimes, and I know that there is no reason for it, and yet even knowing that, I can't stop myself from feeling horribly nervous. I shake, I can't stop shaking and I can't think or concentrate and I don't want to sleep because it seems scary and I don't want time to move and... well, to be honest I've been writing these same feelings for years now. I guess I just wanted to complain a bit...

I had this whole dramatic thing ready to write but now I've lost my will to do it, so instead I'm going to eat popcorn.

I got Rock Band and Guitar Hero 3 bitches!

I guess it's 2008 now huh... interesting!

Well I've been putting this off forever... well, not forever, but almost the entire month, with pictures and information just building up and I always have to choose between playing WoW or writing an entry, and I always seem to pick WoW. But I can't play WoW right now because I have to wind down and get ready for bed because I have work in the morning, so what's more draining than writing about an entire month. I'll try to sum up the major happenings, and include lots of pictures.

I would write something if I didn't feel like I was getting sick, so instead it's an early bed time for me!

Merry Christmas friends and family, I'll write about Christmas Eve later tonight probably, because right now I'm heading to my Mom's to cook Christmas dinner.