Excessive

I have an ouch headache, and my back hurts.

Yeah I just closed my browser without thinking about it and erased like, two paragraphs of text.

I've been having difficulty redesigning the backend of this website recently, I've been trying to recreate it in a completely object oriented design, but I've been having a lot of trouble visualizing it in my head, or even on paper, but I've been having a lot of issues with concentration in the last couple of weeks. Even now, I'm rewriting the same lines of text twice in a row and shit, and having to backspace.

I slept in today and woke up late, around 9:30 or so, and pretty much just layed on the couch the entire day. I was depressed, I was completely spiritless, I was down, crushed, slow, lazy, low. I watched Jimmy Fallon with breakfast, which was awesome, I put on some movies, specifically I watched My Name Is Bruce which is this awesome Bruce Cambell movie. I also watched half of the Hangover because I love it and it's funny. While the movies were on or whatever, I slowly worked away at some of the website stuff, I actually made a bit of progress by working on the user class, which handles logging in beautifully, I simply create an instance of a user object, and then call user.login() and bam, if the user has the login information stored in cookies, it checks that, and it also checks to see if someone submitted a login form and tries to login with that if it exists... yeah, you don't care, but it helps to type it out because it might give me ideas.

I'm cold, watching bad movies, and can't really get anything done, think or concentrate.

I'm getting a headache, and I'm really hot at the moment. Blerh.

I was going to write earlier today, but it seems like everything today exists only to force me to put off things I wanted to do until I didn't want to do them anymore.

Yeah, I slept in but just in time to make it to school. I woke up at 9:47, and I have to leave by 10:05 to make it to the bus in time, so I ate as fast as I could, got dressed and ran out of the door... it was unpleasant to say the least, and prefer having a half hour to an hour to get ready to go.

Oh man did today start in the worst way possible... When I left for school this morning, it was wet out but wasn't really raining, just spitting out, really light, so I wasn't worried. About the time I got to the bus stop, it was pouring so hard that I couldn't even face into the wind, and I stood there for like... 15 minutes, in the pouring rain, my coat, hood, jeans, socks, shoes... were soaked, dripping. I think it was a test somehow, I had promised myself to go to school every day this week, and yet here, on the first day of the week it's pouring rain and presenting itself as the perfect day to stay in and sleep, but I stuck through it. I considered turning back and going home once I started getting really wet and uncomfortable, but I told myself that I had to go to school, so I did.

Wow, music through my awesome headphones coming out of my computer sounds so freakin good compared to my iPod. There is so much detail to the sound! I can hear such little noises and effects, it's awesome. The true way to listen to The Age of Adz for sure.

I have a large headache or migraine.

I have a pretty mean headache right now, a pretty annoying mean toothache too, and a pretty mean mood. I just want to run away and hide somewhere for like, a month... that would be nice.