Excessive

I haven't taken a sleeping pill for days, maybe that's why I've let th writing slip, or maybe it's just been because of how busy I've been, or maybe it's because my E key is being annoying as fucking hell, who knows. I do know that the last few days have been very busy, very active, very blurry. I've taken too much Xanax due to... whatever, school and then retardedness, and it's effected my memories of the last few days.

I won't backtrack too much, I wouldn't be able to piece much of it together anyway. The last week has been spent working on a communications presentation, which I did, as well as getting a root canal, which I survived. These were both somewhat traumatic events, at least for me, which should be obvious to anyone that knows me. The fact that they occurred is kind of the reason my week is such a blur, the stress, the drugs, all of it...

This week is the last week of classes at school, and therefor things continue to be stressful and busy. I had asked for as much time off of work this week as possible because I knew that it was going to take a lot of work and concentration to get the work done in time and done properly, and thankfully I got some of the time off, specifically Sunday, Monday and Tuesday and then Friday as well. I have a C++ project due tomorrow, a research paper due Friday and client/server case study due Friday or Thursday... one of those. I spent all of today working on C++ and finished it... or at least, just about finished it. I simply need to comment and polish the code a bit, but it's done. Tomorrow I will do that, and then finish my research paper, as all I need to do is find a few reliable sources, and then I can dig into the client/server, hopefully get it completely done by tomorrow night.

I did walk to the grocery store today, and as usual it was raining, and it was peaceful. I listened to music and enjoyed the walk. I really needed kitty litter... the cats were all like "what the hell" and I was all, "sorry". So I went and picked that up, got a lasagna for dinner and that was more or less all, as I had asked Lindy to drive me there after she was done work so I could pick up some more heavy stuff, including another kitty litter. She took me and it was still raining, and I got the stuff I needed... when I got home, I made garlic bread and lasagna for dinner, enjoyed it while watching Jimmy Fallon.

I continued work on the C++ project all the way to 10pm, when I finally decided to call it a night after about eight hours of programming... I ran a bath and decided to finally shave after almost a month of not shaving... while it felt good to get rid of it, it's kind of sad too, which is weird.

I'm not watching The Two Towers, and trying to relax. My feet are cold and Kairi is with me... I'm getting supper annoyed with my keyboard and wish I had a new laptop. Who knows how much money I'll make over this coming break, and what my options will be in the next semester... maybe I'll be able to afford a new one, but probably not... ah well.

I guess that's it for now... gonna enjoy this movie and get back to work tomorrow.

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