Excessive

Today was a day off and I spent most of the day working on some personal programming - a website that organizes and assigns chores to various users (Bekki and I) and as part of my new years resolution, it should help me stay more on top of all the chores, and not just focus on the easy to remember ones. Certain things can be difficult to remember, especially when you just have a half hour before dinner and it's more obvious to do the dishes and tidy the living room, but now I can just go to the web site, click one button and it will tell me the few chores to do that day.

I found my Fresh Prince dvd's and copied them all over to my XBMC, so I watched quite a few episodes of that while I worked, and just did a few things around the house as well (to feel sane), like the laundry, ate leftover pasta for lunch. Overall a pretty uneventful day as far as quantity goes, but I did get a bunch done on that project, so while I don't feel really relaxed, I do feel like I accomplished a fair amount.

It's the start of the new Rogers bandwidth month, so I downloaded a few things after not being able to download anything for about twenty days. Felt good but I hate micromanaging downloads. I hate figuring out what I should get and how much I should get, etc. It's really annoying. I got a little bit of new music, got another season of Doctor Who (Season 6), another season of Married With Children... hopefully that TV, plus Fresh Prince, will keep me amused until next month. I need to spread out my Doctor Who watching, maybe force myself to only watch one episode in a day, cause that'll get me through almost a month, that way it won't be so hard when I finish it and can't download the next season.

I also downloaded and installed Brothers In Arms: Hell's Highway, an older game that I've beaten on the 360, but not on PC. I had just recently replayed Earned In Blood, so it made me want to revisit Hell's Highway. That game alone was 10GB, using a 12th of my monthly bandwidth. God I hate this micromanagment bullshit.

Back to work tomorrow, normal shift of 6am to 2pm... not really sure what's going on, but I'm pretty sure it's a slower day. Lately it's been insanely cold in the kitchen (about 2 degrees) so I'll probably bring extra clothes tomorrow just in case it's still cold like that.

I don't feel too well today, especially the second half. I have motion sickness, and just feel sick and distracted and gross and sad. I just feel insane, crazy. Not myself, not relaxed, not okay. It's been awhile since I've felt normal, since I've felt okay.

Edit: One thing to note though, my life is so much better than eight years ago. So there's that.

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