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I was bathing; a refreshing bathing. I seem to do that a lot more recently... mmm, insence, lots of warm water, bath pillow and bubble bath.. *sigh* it's my heaven! I love to sit back and just enjoy the heat and comfort.. mmmm, it's quite possibly the most relaxing thing in the world. On a related note, yesterday I built an old table (the one I used to use for my computer) and when I finally got it up (in the kitchen) I guess I rubbed my leg against it by accident, and I felt a pain quickly, and I checked shortly after and I guess it was a small sliver, so I pulled it out and that was that, but later on in the day, when I showed Emily my battle scar, she asked me why it was swollen, and I said, probably because it's a fucking battle scar. I got in the bath and looked at it, touched it, and quickly realize that I had a two inch piece of wood lodged under my skin, with both ends sealed and no way to get it out. If I pinch the skin, I can see it attempting to poke through each side of the skin... picture a piercing needle trying to go through skin.. *aaggh* It's painful and I can't figure out how to get it out.. but anyway, that's one of the reasons I took my bath tonight, to try to soften up the skin for it to come out easier, but nope, it hurts way to much to even touch. I hope I can figure out what to do soon, or maybe it will solve itself.. I hope. *worries*

I've been playing a wide variety of games lately, which is suprisingly keeping me happy (usually I can only concentrate on one game at a time) and I've been playing a lot of Disgaea again, continuing on my save game which is at 144 hours. I minimized my party, forming a much smaller, more concentrated group of characters, which I think will help them become stronger overall and create a more diversified party to work with. I'm having a lot of fun playing again, and it looks great on my nice new TV, since I was so used to playing it on the SHIT box (tm). On top of that, I've started playing Super Mario Sunshine from the beginning again, although I kept my save file that had 68 shines, but I plan on getting just as far and further this time. It's fun to have a variety of games to choose from, for whatever mood I'm in. Also I've been playing a lot of Super Monkey Ball with Emily, which has become fun again, after ending in a frustrating fight with it (hehe). but alas, it's fun again, and Emily seems to be enjoying it, so I plan on playing it some more! Of course to round out the randomness, I've got my game in Chrono Trigger still going strong, making some good progress, especially today. It's more of a... just woke up, wanna play some games kinda feeling, so I've been playing it during the day time, and then I play Super Monkey Ball and Super Mario Sunshine around supper time and then Disgaea late at night :) I love how even in all that randomness, I have order and routine. Woot!

Emily and I went grocery shopping today for the first time since the move, so it was a bit of a discovering process. We took the bus, the 1B Kipps to Oxford and Richmond, and went to Value Mart, and bought a lot of fresh veggies, cereal, and various other food items, such as weekend food (chips and coke!) and spent around $75. It was a bit of a challenge to carry everything home on the bus because it was pretty heavy, but we managed. Next time I'm going to bring backpacks to carry things home and I think it'll be a lot easier. It was a good experience overall and I promptly enjoyed the food! I seem to be addicted to salad now.. more specifically red onion. I love them.. I love them a lot. I love more red onion in my salad than lettuce! It's insane I know.. but they're soooo good.

Lately I seem to be missing my friends a lot... more specifically Michelle and Jess. I miss our sleepovers, and gatherings and movies and sometimes I feel like crying... I know it seems silly and stupid, but I really miss it. I miss Michelle and her bad jokes, and Jess and her insults and blind defending of bad games. I miss falling asleep after all three girls fall asleep before hand, and Michelle sits up out of nowhere and says, "you're still up!?" and then lays back down without a word. I miss it all... I hope that I can get some of it back eventually...

As most of you have probably noticed, I'm barely online anymore, especially on weekdays. I pretty much only come on at first thing in the morning when I come online as I'm waiting for the coffee, I check Penny Arcade, and my email, and then when I get home from work, I check my email and then that's about it. I just don't have time to sit around on the computer waiting for people to come online and notice me, and I don't have the energy after working all day to write an entry to program, so it's tough because I feel like I'm losing touch with people, whom I don't want to lose touch with. A few people have gone out of there way to keep in contact with me through email instead of MSN *cough*jennyrocks*cough* and it makes me feel very good (props to Jess too!). It makes me feel great to check my email after working all day to find friends asking me how I am. Just remember everyone, I'm going to try to work computer time in to my routine better, so hopefully I'll be writing more entries and keep in touch with everyone more often! I love you guys... except..for you *points*

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