October 01, 2002 11:30PM
Today Was Good
Okay there was a good sign that I may be turning back to normal today. I was having trouble writing a page for my journals. As you may or may not know I've been writting a lot pretty much starting two weeks ago and I've not been able to stop. We are supposed to have around 12 journals for writers craft by now and 60 by the end of the semester (late january I think) and I've got 65 done now. But in the early 60's (today) I was having a lot of trouble getting a whole page written.. and I hadn't found that problem since I started writing. But my mood swings have died down and I can actually think straight and enjoy some things so it may be a good sign.
I woke up late again today (another good sign) around 7:30 or whatever so I got up and got dressed (Sick of it All shirt with my Pin-Striped pants) and then I ran upstairs washed my hair spiked my hair and then ran back downstairs. I planned on wearing just my short sleeves (as opposed to having a zip up over my arms) so I was looking for my electric tape bracelet (I really felt like going 'all-out' today.. I dunno why I was just in a good mood) but I couldn't find it and my Mom was ready to go so I grabbed a dollar for runts and was on my way to school.
In first period Linzie and I had a test today. It was a simple fill in the blanks type test. After that we read and discussed certain Egyption topics and blah. Near the end of the class there was a fire drill.. talk about retardedly pointless. Jesus.
In second period my computer blew up. Yes that's correct it blew up. So anyway Aaron tried to find and get another computer to work for me and while he was doing that I finished up his Turing assignment. After he had given up hope of getting it to work he just let me share his computer.. basically I do all the programming he sits there. The funny thing is I'm completely fine with that! The teacher even called me THE programmer. Good stuff. Anyway after he had given up getting a computer to work Mr. Geforce put a new assignement on the board.. we had to create a fully functional calculator. So I did. Really quickly as a matter of fact. I finished so fast that Mr. G asked me to make the caclulator work with powers. So two minutes later I had done that and he had run out of stuff for me to do.. so I just sat around talking to Aaron.
At lunch Linzie and I ate fries and watched Quantum Leap. Nothing really new or special here except that I like lunch cause I get to spend time with Linzie.
During fourth we went to the library to research and write a biography on a celebrity. Naturally I selected Rupert Jee from the Hello Deli. He appears on Dave Letterman quite often and he kicks ass!
In fifth period we wrote or read for twenty minutes (we had a subsitute.. he was a moron he had no idea how to handle himself.) and after twenty minutes we got seperated into groups for debatting. I got stuck with this annoying fucking girl. We were sitting there and she looks over at me with this fucking stupid look on her face and asked me why I had 'scratched myself' or how I did it or something I dunno I guess it doesn't matter either way she said it with the most condescending tone in her voice. So that pissed me off but she kept going. I told her they weren't scratches. She asked how I got cuts. i said with sharp objects. She said.. huh? (looking like a fucking moron at the same time) and a semi-friend of mine cut in to save me of the suffering. He said that I got them in a pen fight gone wrong. and then I got all quiet put my hood on and hoped that everyone would ignore me for the rest of the period. It worked pretty well.. that fucking bitch... she will NEVER be forgiven for what she did.
After school Linzie and I did our normal thing. I ate some chips drank some Coke and played a bit of Alice. Then I played a bit of WarCraft III (I'm level 12 now.. ooh pretty) and Linzie watched the Weekenders the Simpsons and so on. Pretty much a normal night we got pizza.. yup. Around 8:00pm though it started to thunder and lightning out so I turned off the lights turned off the music and we layed and watched the lights. We discussed how it was a prefect moment one you want to last forever.. and we just enjoyed each others company in that way for the next three hours until she had to go.
After she left I had a shower came down here and started typing this. And that's it for today!
I've been feeling better lately.. about everything. About myself about Linzie.. it seems things are going back to normal in my head. Hopefully for awhile. There definitley some interesting moments throughout all of this but more bad than good occured. I seem to be regaining most of my control which is very good it was scary there for a bit.
More news as it comes! Bye you damn bastards.
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