October 02, 2002 11:24PM
It's Gonna Be Fine Sarah
It's gonna be okay Sarah you've just got to try and cheer yourself up as much as you can and think through it in a third person's perspective then it might make some more sense.
Just keep your mind of things by doing new things and helping other people
it always helps cheer me up. My door could always be opened!! Really!!! To the right is a picture of one of my best online friends. I've been talking to her for the last year or so
mostly on forums and through MSN
but we've got close and she always helps me out when I'm not doing very good.. A very good friend and I'd like to be here for her if she ever needs it. I better not talk about her TOO much or Linzie might get jealous!! (just kidding Linzie
you're already jealous *rubs ass* you want this! oh yeah!)Today was abnormal. I had somewhat high energy but a few low times. Linzie was sick and I still didn't clean my room.
I was almost late for school this morning... or maybe I was late I really can't remember but after second period Linzie told me she was going to go home sick which meant that she wouldn't be coming over after school or in the evening at all. She came over at lunch but I slept pretty much the whole time and didn't even eat. She walked home and I went back to school. I did some more research on Rupert Jee and in fifth I was forced to work with this beyond stupid biotch and .. well it wasn't very successful. I refused to work really.. ugh.
All night I played War3. Mostly. I have horrible horrible ping tonight so I observed some of Ben's 1v1's with Marcinek and played a couple of team games and eventually stopped. I then started to talk to Tatia about some things and now I'm writing this.
I miss Linzie a lot but it's not all that bad. I can still think of her and I just hope she's feeling okay and she's not deperessed or anything because she's alone and I can't make her feel better. Oh well.. tomorrow!! TOMORROW!!
Until then...
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