Excessive

Another day off, and it's kind of gone in a blur. It's strange how that happens, how the days you look forward to the most transform into quick, uncomfortable or unenjoyable experiences. Not that today was either, but it was a blur, and I didn't do that much, and I didn't feel that relaxed, so overall it was kind of a lame day off, but I kind of expected as much, so I can't really be disappointed.

Life is interesting.

Things change, things that annoy you will change, objects that bring excitement will change, and things that make you sad will change, but your brain normalizes, your brain changes and alters and the things level out and move. There will always be something that makes you sad, something that makes you happy and something that makes you worried. These things will change from year to year, but those feelings will never go away. Your brain always has a way of becoming happy or at least a baseline. Ze Frank explained it better...

Where are you sleep? and comfort? and being needed? Hmmm?

hung over, empty feeling, sick feeling, nervous feeling.

i want to go home