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A low key day of laundry, gaming and relaxing. Work tomorrow 7-2.
Today is new computer day for my Mom!
I took both my meds tonight, and now I'm barely able to keep my eyes open, but I really don't want to go to bed for stupid reasons. I guess I should anyway... I'll stop being retarded :P
Today consisted of waiting around, the entire day. I needed to give Ally her shoes and clothes back today, so I was going to take a bus but I realized they were running on holiday schedual, so it would take me a few hours to get there and back because of the shitty transit system, and I also had to pay my visa, which I didn't do, because I have no money. So anyway, I asked my sister if she could quickly drive me over to Allys for me to drop off the shit, and then take me to the bank because my Mom was willing to forward me my payment so I wouldn't get bad credit, but she said that she'd do it later in the day, so I said okay and waited around. and waited. and waited. aaand waited. and then she called me at 9pm, said she was feeling sick and that she wasn't going to drive me. So, since it was already so late and there were only two more buses running for the rest of the day, I was pretty pissed off. I mean... I don't care that she said no.. I don't care at ALL, it was only a matter of convenience.. I got pissed off because she waited until 9pm to tell me. I would've gone at Noon if I knew I wasn't getting a ride. I just wish people wouldn't lead you on like that.. it would be so much simpler if they just said yes or no instead of that bullshit 'maybe' crap. Fucked up my entire day... Like.. hoenstly, there is NO reason to be nervous to say no, thats WHY people ask, to hear yes or no, if the answer is NO, at least I have time to make new plans and figure stuff out, but if people just lie, like they always do, than it just fucks up any chance you have of making new plans... I was really pissed when I brought over Allys crap.. VERY pissed off.. you can ask Emily about that.. grr.. just ask her how crappy I've been lately, how I've snapped and been mean to everyone.