Excessive

I've got quite a bit of mixed feelings at the moment, a bit of sadness, a bit of nervousness, a bit of happiness, it's actually really difficult to figure out exactly how I feel.

Mark's gone, it's sad :(

I'm really tired and sore but I'm going out tonight! woo!

Today started out pretty badly...

I'm nervous and as a result don't feel well, and I'm hungry but can't eat and thirsty but have nothing to drink. Gotta go to work in a few minutes.

I'm sweaty, and I'm not even moving, but it's making me tired... tired and blah. After working hard for two days in a row, all I wanted for today was this long, uneventful day of rest and relaxation, where I didn't have to think, or move or do anything and I could just be at peace. Weeeellll not so much.

I did the dishes, and did my best to clean the kitty litter, then cleaned the vacuum, then vacuumed the kitty litter closet, rug, and carpet, took the garbage out twice and then made a giant dinner all by myself, and now I'm gonna have to do the dishes from supper too. Boooooo! That's definitely not lazy.

Michelle wants to watch a movie but I'm antsy and I know that I couldn't sit still for a whole movie, I like being able to switch between playing Super C, Street Fighter, looking online, listening to a podcast, all in five minute intervals. I feel pressured to watch it but screw that noise, I'm gonna do what I want cause I'm a free man! A FUHREEEE MAANNN!!

So there's this mansion up on a hill back in rich town, with it's own private road and private.. god knows what else. Yeah... I work there now. See..

Remember when I said I'd write about what's been going on lately tonight? Yeah.. I lied. It's 5:30am and I stayed up all night playing Guitar Hero with Mark, even though I'm really tired, sore, and have a nagging headache. That's dedication.

I'm at work today, for the second day in a row!

I was going to write about it last night but I was tired and my fingers hurt from massive burns!

Nervous, sweaty, going out tonight, feel sick.

I woke up pretty early today... I think. To be honest, I don't have much memory of this morning, but I assume I woke up early, because whenever there is bacon in the house, I wake up hungry, and instead of going back to sleep like I normally would, I just can't stop thinking about how I could make bacon and eggs to get rid of my hunger... but this morning I got up early and ended up not making anything.