Excessive

Michelle, Ally, Mark, Darcy and I went and saw the new Harry Potter movie last night, and it was enjoyable. It was good, although my ass went numb from the uncomfortable seats at Rainbow, and some big dude with good posture obstructed my view of the bottom middle of the screen, so that sucks (since Rainbow is like.. flat) but the movie was good. It seemed to be quite long but it turns out it's the shortest Harry Potter movie, and it was also the first Harry Potter movie that I've seen where I didn't read the book.

Today turned out okay.

sun is shining but I don't feel warmI'm chilled right down to the core

I feel like I should relax and write out a big, informative entry but I suddenly feel distracted, probably because Conan is in a little window and is amusing me.

Today is one of the first days that I'm sweating just sitting still.. It's been hot, and it's been hot enough that I'd sweat if I was moving around and cleaning and stuff like that, but I'm just sitting here and it's freakin' hot.

Where are you sleep? and comfort? and being needed? Hmmm?

I've eaten so much bread today that I'm pretty sure when I go to poop, a loaf of bread is just going to come out. In fact, I had such a large supper, and ate so much bread, that I'm no where near hungry at all, and yet I have a bowl of chips and a Coke because when I write an entry on the computer, I need to have a snack beside me to make me feel comfortable. It's odd, how such routines can make you feel safe, but... I like it, so... I'm gonna do it.

Bloop Blip Bleep.
Update coming soon.

I felt quite ignored tonight. I didn't really get a hi when Michelle got home, she didn't talk to me, she didn't ask me any personal questions, like what I did today, or how I was feeling, or what I had for supper, or if I wanted to do anything. She didn't really say or do anything except complain about work. I didn't feel any love or attraction coming from her direction, I didn't even feel like she could see me. I'm not even sure what it feels like to be a boyfriend. There was absolutely no difference between the way she addressed me and the way she addressed Mark. I could've easily just been some dude.

Today was okay... kinda weird and off routine, but for the most part it was good.