Excessive

I wrote a lot yesterday... I suppose you could say I was in a writing mood. No matter the subject matter, it seemed I could just keep writing and writing about it, passionatly too... but by the time it came time to write here, I had already taken my numb pills and had a bath, so there was nothing left flowing from me. I wrote mean things, nice things... sweet things... and facts.

I burned a scented wax thing that I have all yesterday and I got those for christmas last year, and I burned them a lot around christmas last year, when I was happy, had a family, a job, plans, goals... a life. When I smell them now, they make me feel safe, they make me feel warm and comfortable. They remind me of beautiful snow, the feeling of coming in from the cold, taking your wet socks off and curling up with the one you love, with the soft light coming in from the window... anyway... it made me a mixture of comfortable and sad at the same time. I'm looking forward to this winter though...

I went to bed pretty early last night... around 12:30 or 1:00am, and I slept straight through to 3pm somehow. What a waste of a day, but I also feel rested so... I dunno. Today is just sit around and be lazy/comfortable. Perhaps I'll update tonight tell you all exactly HOW lazy I really was!

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