January 22, 2011 1:07AM
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I've lost the will to fight
I was not made for life
I've lost the will to fight
I was not made for life
Now I have known you
For just a little while
I feel I must be wearing my welcome
I must be moving on
For my intentions were good intentions
I could have loved you
I could have changed you
I wouldn't be so
I wouldn't feel so
Consumed by selfish thoughts
I'm sorry if I seem self-effacing
Consumed by selfish thoughts
It's only that I still love you deeply
It's all the love I've got
I feel as chaotic and all over the place and up and down as I ever have before. I find myself sitting in bad thoughts, accidentally thinking of suicide, or life in general. I am a sad person. I am very sad.
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Timeline
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
- Michelle was my Roommate
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