Excessive

It's been a tough day, a tough week. I always feel that way... it's been a tougher few weeks than normal. I've been writing down my moods each day, on scale of 1 to 10, how I felt. Trying not to think too much about it, just write down my first instinct of how I feel. For the last couple weeks it's been pretty low, and it's been really difficult.

I've been having trouble concentrating and finding motivation to do school work, get ahead or do much of anything productive.

I've been watching the Walking Dead at night, as much as I can. I've also played Final Fantasy XIII-2 when I can fit it in.

I had a midterm yesterday, and I have a midterm tomorrow, and next week I have a couple... I'm pretty stressed out but to the point where my mind has kind of shut down.

Life doesn't feel real right now, and I dislike everything that's happening lately. Disorganized, chaotic, uncomfortable.

I'm clinging desperately to the few comforts and routines I have left, and I think it's to my own detriment. Reading Walking Dead before bed, watching the show, playing Final Fantasy XIII-2... it makes me feel useless, guilty, lazy, behind, and... just... not good. But I can't seem to help myself, I feel like without it I wouldn't... do... well.

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Oh and this: http://www.exrambling.net/index.php?v=318

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