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Jay Leno sucks.

I've been eager to create as of late... my mind has been busy not only thinking up different things to create, but thinking up ways how I could possibly create money for myself doing what I love. I don't even know where to begin really. I like that I've made money recently with both my scripting and with webkore, but webkore isn't exactly mine, and the scripting was only a one time thing and I still haven't had the opprotunity to sit down with Tanner (even online) and discuss the transition to the script.

As for my internal conflic that's been raping my ass this past two weeks, I think it's slowly getting better, and I'm very thankful that work offers so much VTO.. and on that note, to those who are leaving the comments asking if I'm quitting or if I've been fired... NO! If I feel I can't go to work because I'm too anxious or upset, I just call in, ask if they're offering pre-shift, full-shift VTO, and they always say yes, and I get the day off without any penalty. It's actually been really helpful to have time off to deal with my own problems... and I think I'm about ready to go back.

I've been working a bit on my site lately, most recently adding a 'private message' function. If anyone wants to leave me a comment on anything I've written but you don't want other to view it, click on the link 'Leave a Private Message' at the top of the page, and fill out the form and voila, I'll be able to recieve it immediately. Also I plan to put up some recipes, since everyone seems to claim ignorance when it comes to cooking... I want to show just how easy it is, as well as working on the backend of my new and improved comment script, so I can delete these recent spam-like comments.

I guess I'm doing okay... I still feel like somethings missing inside of me, but I can't really pinpoint it. I feel so heavy lately, heavy inside... stressed out over nothing. I guess I'm getting better.

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