June 24, 2004 7:10PM
Fuck you, you hypocritcal ass muching piece of shit
mmmm, it's raining out, and I have Coke and Chips.. (yes children, this IS heaven). I've got the postal service on and I feel fine. Except.. except for the pounding migran, nausea and dizzyness.
I went shopping yesterday with Teresa. Well, I guess the story starts the night before. I felt like shit, was really alone and empty feeling. At 2am, Teresa messaged me, asking me if I wanted to go to the store, so I didn't have to be alone. So I said yes, and off I went. We sat outside of Tim Hortons for about a half hour to an hour just talking and eating cookies... it was nice and it made me feel better. I felt full again, not empty. So I agreed we'd go to Value Village with her the next day and try to find some good shirts for her, and do a bit of some more running around.
We started off by going to the mall... payless to be exact, where Teresa bought some new, COOL, shoes, which were a lot like my original bowling style shoes. Then we went to walmart and she got some Axe spray. After that, we went to No Frills real quick and I bought a bun and some juice. On to the bus we went.. downtown. We went to the Rock Shop, and Teresa baught a collar and a bracelete, then we walked all the way to Blue Dragon to find it closed, and then walked all the way back to Hardcore and Teresa had them order a longer labrette spike. After that, we got back on the bus and went to Value Village, where I got two new backpacks (Ernie and a dalmation!), a side bag, a brown sweater.. and I think that's it... and Teresa got a couple shirts. I ran into a couple friends that worked there and they had been talking about me when I wasn't there, which made me feel special, and then they invited me to a party sometime in July. After Value Village, we went to No Frills and I picked up Orange Juice, Olives and Corn! And then I went home. and that was pretty much the end of the day. The rest of the time I sat around and felt pretty lonely. Although, I DID talk to Nathalie A LOT, which was awesome. We made lots of plans :DSo today I woke up at 1pm with a really bad migrane. I couldn't move, or open my eyes or concentrate.. so I took three ibuprofen (1200mg) and went back to sleep until 3:30pm. When I woke up again, it wasn't as bad but still painful... I sat around for a bit, talking to Dylan (coolest guy ever) and eventually decided to go to the mall to get some happy food (Coke and Chips), which I did. Then I got home.. and wrote this... so, I haven't really done much today worth writing about. I see people I want to say hi to all the time.. cause they either look interesting, or I wanna be friendly, but I can never bring myself to it. It brings me down, because who knows what could come of it.. maybe new friends! I dunno.. stupid me.
I've still been listening to The Postal Service non-stop, and Taking Back Sunday once and awhile.. I'm lonely, but feeling pretty content. No one should worry about me, for now.
Oh! and I also wanted to throw in a little sentance about how much Kirsten FUCKING ROCKS! I <3 Kirsten.
JJ ready for prom on the left.. god she's beautiful. and Nathalie on the right. She's super pretty too.
I just wish I had new pictures of Emily to put up :( :(
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