March 16, 2004 7:20PM
Retard
Hello, I'm on the brink of freaking out on my wall because Linzie is being a retard that makes no sense and how can I fight with someone illogical? So here it is, Linzie was supposed to come over at 12:30 before I went to school. I stayed home from school to spend the day with her. She decided that because it was snowy and windy outside (in Canada? IN WINTER? HOLY SHIT!!) to make the ten minute walk over, so instead of spending a nice day of laying together, flirting, playing games, kissing and hugging, watching TV, eating a nice dinner (chicken, veggies and potatos), she figured it wasn't worth the sacrifice of being temporarily cold for ten minutes.
I just can't understand that... I can't understand why someone can justify giving up a 15 hour day with someone they claim to 'love' for the sole reason of 'i didn't want to be cold'. I mean.. ten minutes of cold for 15 hours (YES HOURS) of time with someone you supposidly love... I just don't get it. I just can't be okay with it and say I understand and then feel fine. I'm fucking pissed off out of my mind because I'm not worth being cold over. I'm not worth anything to anyone.
People say shit to you, even those you think you're closest to, and they don't mean a fucking shred of it. It's all stupid bullshit they say because they think they have to, but when it comes down to, it's all complete bullshit. Well fuck you.
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
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