March 25, 2003 12:00AM
Stupid Days
I closed today at work... I don't like these days that much. I only get to spend about an hour with Linzie and it makes me sad. Work is hard, because I'm responsible for everything and everyone and it can be stressful at times. Especially when other people make mistakes and I'm held responsible for it... it's hard to know what to do at times.
I'm having a hard time concentrating... it's been like that for awhile now. Ever since I missed my pill that one day. Nothing is holding my interest. I can't play Diablo 2, I can't sit still, I can't do anything, I just start things and then stop really fast. The only thing I seem to be good at now is sleeping. I wake up with a headache and uncomfortable feelings. I feel nervous all day, like I used to. I hope these pills kick in like they were earlier, in the past weeks.
I wish I was in Linzie's arms right now. It would be much more comforting than my hard chair, in my over heated apartment, with the uneasy feeling in my stomach and the chaos in my mind.
I wish I updated my website more as well.. but I can never concentrate long enough to do anything. it pisses me off at times...
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Timeline
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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