January 15, 2003 1:36AM
I've Been Busy
I haven't really updated in a long time.. twelve days I guess. It's not only because I didn't feel like writing... (yeah right they say), it's also because I've been pretty busy. I've been working and when I get home, I get really tired, really fast and I soooo don't wanna get up and write something for all my fans (aww.. how sweet of me) and those days that I'm not working, I usually spend with Linzie and still get tired early, or I just don't want to write. So it's not completely my fault and it's not just because I hate you people so much.. that's just a small reason. So I don't even know where to begin.
I have a pretty good feeling that no one read sthis anymore. No one. So that kinda makes writing less appealing.. having no audience. I could just write to myself on a god damn peice of paper if I wanted, but for some reason I have the illusion that people come to my site in my mind. Hah, silly me I says.
I've been back to school for awhile now and there are only six school days left before I'm done high school forever! Booya I says, booya. Other than school, I've been playing Diablo 2 a lot and spending time with Linzie.
The time to moving into my apartment is getting closer and closer (the 25th) and that's kind of exciting. But it seems to be more exciting to everyone else than to me, which I find strange. I went over the last two weekends and moved a little bit in and looked around and stuff. My Mom and Marilyn went over and cleaned it all, which was nice of them. I just want to go live there now, I hate this waiting.
I seem to be fighting depression pretty well. It's hit me pretty hard in the last month and I've been battleing it pretty much constantly. It's hard. Oh god, it's hard. No one knows. No one cares. I'll stop talking now.
I'm still alive.
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Timeline
- I lived with my Mom
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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