August 26, 2002 5:53AM
It's Been Awhile
Well it's been awhile but I think it's time to update. Believe it or not a lot has happened in the last little while.
Okay on the 22nd it was Linzie and I's 4 month. Now this specific 'anniversary' isn't traditionally celebrated (1 month 6 month 12 month 2 year.. those are the standards) but I really just felt like going all out for it and (maybe) impressing her a bit with my 'sweet side'.. because as everyone knows I'm a huge romantic (okay so maybe no one knows but I really am... really. I'm the sweetest guy you'll ever meet. ever. now go away cock.).
Anyway during the day of the 22nd I snuck away (well.. told her I was going out and she couldn't come) to the mall to buy candles. 60 candles to be exact. and two lighters of course. Anywho I hid them upstairs and just went back to our normal hanging out mode. Then at around 5 I went with my sister to drive Dustin home and on our way to Pizza Hut I stopped in at Argyle Flowers and purchased just a single rose. I took that home and got my sister to run it upstairs so Linzie wouldn't see it and then I went back to our normal 'hanging out' mode. All this time Linzie must have been wondering what the hell I was doing so to get her less suspicious I simply told her I was meeting another girl. I wanted to give her this 'gift' once it got dark out so we could lay afterwards and just talk (because I love doing that as regular readers would know) so I had to wait until it was dark (duh.. now I'm just being repetitive). It seemed to stay light out forever. It was annoying. Anyway once it got dark out I told Linzie she had to go wait upstairs so she went outside the front and waited while I ran upstairs got my bags and then ran downstairs and set up 60 candles spread all around my room covering everything and everywhere (except the floor... well I had some surrounding the TV and Pizza Box Tower but other than that the floor was out of bounds because they could easily be stepped on... but..) it was REALLY beautiful to see all those candles lit. It was some fucking hard work setting that up though. I had to empty all the candles out of the boxes and then set them up where I wanted. Then I had to go to each candle (60 remember.. 60) and dig the wick out of the wax and make sure it was standing up. Then I had to go from candle to candle and light them. During this time I was so incredibly nervous that my hands were shaking uncontrollably... I'm not sure what I was nervous about.. I think it was Linzie's reaction. I didn't want her to think it was corny or stupid or a waste of time... I wanted her to be all happy and amazed that I'd do it but I wasn't sure what was going to happen so I got really really nervous. Also I wanted her to like the Rose... I didn't want her to see it as just a dumb flower but more as a symbol of my love and her amazing beauty. Once I got the candles all lit I cried (okay so I didn't cry.. or even really care at all) because my thumb was all black and hurting a whole lot from lightning all the candles with a lighter... but I shook it off because I'm a huge manly man-type man. I ran upstairs and grabbed the rose out of my sisters room and brought it downstairs and placed it on the couch (and made sure it wasn't near an open flame). I then ran upstairs to the front door and (put on some deoderand.. I was sweating so much cause I was nervous and around so many candles for quite a while) and then opened the door and let Linzie in.. but I made her close her eyes and not open them.. because I really wanted it to be a surprise. Anyway I lead her down the stairs into the opening of my room and picked up the rose. I then told her to open her eyes and she did and there I was standing in front of 60 lit candles holding a rose... and the look on her face was amazing. She looked so happy and surprised.. it made me all warm inside and she hugged me and stuff *sigh* awesome awesome memory to have. It went perfectly.. she loved it I loved it... It was really worth doing just to see her that happy. Now on to the next thing...
Two days later we went to Canada's Wonderland... yay! It was awesome. It was Lindy Dustin Linzie and I all driving up to Wonderland on our own. I'll leave out the details because it isn't THAT excited to talk about but the drive was alright we got to listen to my burned cd (entitled FEET) and Orgy. Lindy paid for both Linzie and I (it came to $150 for 3 people) and the first ride Linzie and I went on was Top Gun. Fun shit! It was great. The worst part of the day was at supper time we lost Lindy and Dustin. It made me soooo nervous I thought I was going to get an ulcer from the nervous.. it actually hurt at times... but I still went on rides (it kinda made it hard but I still had fun) and near the end of the night Lindy found us when we were in line for a ride. I want to talk about all the rides and how they were but for those of you who know and have been to Wonderland you'd already know what they're like and for those of you who've never been you just wouldn't care and the descriptions would be effective. Anyway I had TONS of fun expereincing that with Linzie was awesome and it's definitly something I'll remember. We hope to go back soon around September October... before it closes for the winter anyway... and Ben and my Mom might come so that'll be cool.
Today I slept really late and got up and ... okay that's just boring shit I'm not going to write about. It got good at about... Linzie came over and we went to Wal-Mart to get popcorn and other various junk food items and then went to Pizza Hut to eat supper and then got a ride to Linzies (*cough* now that's one fuckin' long run on sentance. I'd like to thank the academy and...). We went to Linzies to (of course kiddies you know you know) watch Wrestling!!! It was Summerslam time and I was excited. Summerslam delivered. The Triple H match against Shawn Micheals was good as was the Rock - Broc match. Definitly worth the... oh yeah it was free. And then I came home and played WarCraft III and Chillaxed. Now it's really late ... or early and I'm actually quite tired.
Okay this whole entry I've wanted to put in tons of detail right? But whenever I go to do it I get discouraged and stop. Is it because I think it's pointless? or because I'm lacking the motivation.. or energy? Oh well I don't even know if people who read this like the detailed entries more than the quick entries... how about I ask! If you come here once and while to read these PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD e-mail me right now you fucker and tell me if you like detailed posts more than quick posts. (I know no ones going to email me.. you fucking cock suckers. I hate you all.).
I LOVE YOU GOOD NIGHT!
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