July 22, 2002 12:19PM
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I've got a headache and feel a bit crappy inside stomach ache... I generally get them after I eat pizza and popcorn and I ate both today so I guess that somewhat explains it. I'm also really hot so that just adds to it. I wish laying down or something would fix this but I know it won't. So I'm here sitting writting this. I don't know what else to do... I'd drink a coke and eat some chips but I'm all out! Ah! It's the end of the world as I know it! As for my amazing day...
Linzie came over at 1:30 I think... I really don't know for sure but she got me cereal when I woke up! It was nummy... and quite sweet of her. I don't really remember that half of the day... It consisted of mostly laying/napping fucking around on the computer and ... well that's about it. Not much was accomplished but what can you expect on a lazy sunday afternoon. There wasn't anything to do so hah!
At around 5:15 we walked over and got a free medium cheese from Pizza Hut (which is also increasing my Pizza Tower height) and we walked home and ate that shit.. I could only eat 2 and a half peices and it actually made me feel really sick. After we finished we went over to Linzie's to watch DVD's (which we didn't do because her DVD Player wasn't and couldn't be hooked up) and then watch Vengance.
Linzie wasn't feeling very well at all so she went and had a shower and changed into her comfy clothes (come on people you all know you've got some)... comfy clothes are the clothes you'd never wear in front of anyone but are the most comfortable things in the world. I've got some... one of my big white shirts and my kahkis... Well anywho she wore them infront of me and that kinda made me feel special in that stupid 'shouldn't make you feel special' kinda way. She was wearing a grey shirt and bright orange fuzzy pants! She looked natural in a sense it was really nice.
While she was having a shower and since Vengance was on in two hours I looked around for something to watch and found Vanilla Sky which turned out to be an amazing movie. I remember Owen and Ally saw the movie a long time ago back when it was in theatres and they said it was awesome but for some reason I resisted and didn't see it and didn't really think it would be good.. but in the last little while people have been talking about how cool it was and stuff and how it made you think and stuff so I saw it. It was awesome. Tom Cruise did an awesome job and I don't really like Cameron Diaz much but she did okay... I think they could have got someone better... someone more believable. But the story was amazing... sorta kept you questioning things.
During the movie Linzie wasn't feeling good and she was all cuddling into me and she was crying for a bit but it made me feel good to know that I was there for her and I tried my very best to make her feel better but there wasn't much I could do as it was physical pain not emotional (or so I assume). But ya know I tried my best to comfort her and just make sure she knew she had someone to be there for her and she eventually felt better. She was so damn lovable in those cute clothes and her just-washed-hair... I just wanted to hug her and not let her go...
During Vengance Linzie's Dad was in the same room over on the computer and Linzie was all snuggling into me and I've never wanted a kiss more. She kept teasing me back giving me a peck on the neck or titling my head over so she could almost kiss me... grr.. It was torture!! In that good sorta way... :) And to make it worse after her Dad was gone and I finally though I'd be able to kiss her whenever I wanted her sister came down and used the computer. Holy crap I say crap of the holyness!
Speaking of Vengance it wasn't exactly very good. It just seemed like a really long Raw. Nothing really exciting happened no good matches really (I missed seeing Triple H half naked and slapping other men dammit) it just seemed to draw on with nothing actually happening. Kurt Angle bled a whole lot... which wasn't very entertaining for some reason... you'd think it would be but it wasn't. It's been done! It ended with The Rock becoming the champion which I didn't think they would do. I figured they'd keep the Undertaker the champion just because that's the most boring thing they could do and wrestling isn't exactly that good right now.
Yesterday I downloaded a lot of Bush songs I was missing (I had them once because I really like Bush... everything they've done I've liked) so I've got almost all their stuff now. My favorite songs are Bonedriven Personal Halloway and of course Everything Zen. I suggest you go to my Song List and download some Bush songs you don't have or haven't heard. The more you listen to them the more you'll like them so give them a few chances before dismissing them as bad songs.
I talked Linzie into bringing me with her babysitting. She really didn't want to because she feels uncomfortable with bringing her boyfriend without really asking but everywhere I've babysat and everywhere my ex's have babysat and I've gone have never had a problem with one or two people coming over as long as we don't drink or do TOO much crack cocain (drugs are bad kids only do Crack. It's good for your heart). I kept bugging her and bugging her until she said okay so now I'm probably gonna go (unless she just said okay to get me to shut the fuck up) with her early early in the morning. I don't know why I wanted to go so bad but I really genuninly did. I think it was because I didn't want her to be alone and I dunno I just got this huge urge to be there with her. I don't usually like leaving my house at all and here I am openly asking to leave it... I'll probably regret it by the morning though.. nervousness will wash over me probably.
Well I'm still not feeling much better and it's almost more hot than it was when I started writing this crap. Oh well I'm probably not going to be sleeping much tonight... arg. arg says I.
John finally called and came and got his computer today. He brought it back over the day after he had got it because his video card wasn't being recognized by windows... so I just downloaded the drivers (which fixed it) and he was supposed to pick it up the same day. Well he didn't call for four days. This coming from the guy who yelled at me and gave me a hard time for delaying it a day. Holy fuck maybe this guy should make up his mind for christ sakes. Yes for the sake of christ. Because he needs sakes. GIVE HIM ALL YOUR SAKES!!!
I'm going to Ben's on Tuesday to go Bowling and then go to Dairy Queen for his birthday just like we did years and years ago. Should be fun. I'm giving him two awesome presents that he will love and cherish for years and years to come. Or he better at least or I'll sick his dog on his ass and see how happy he is then... oh wait.. that WOULD make him happy.. FUCK!
Now for some really fucked up writing! Have you ever been afraid of the dark yet afraid of the light just as much? Have you ever wanted to die but loved youserlf at the same time? Have you ever wanted your problems to disappear only to realize that your problems are your life and you aren't ready to die? Have you ever been completely digusted for no reason during a time where you should be the opposite of disgusted? Have you ever been a hypocrite in order to help those you love?
I guess I'm running out of things to talk about... oh well I'm all hot and sweaty and think I'm gonna watch tv or relax or something. Night all.
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