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Considering the circumstances, I think I'm holding up pretty well under stress, although I don't exactly feel alive, and I'm often confused about where I am and what I'm doing. I think I'm finally starting to lose whatever sanity I had left, as I don't feel like myself, and it's no help that I have no one to talk to.

To be honest it feels like the end of the world is approaching and I'm running out of time... the end of the world being the whole eviction thing. It feels like I have a limited amount of time, and I'm trying to deal with the fact that my life is over, trying to do things I've been meaning to do, saying goodbye to things. It's a strange feeling to say the least.

I've been trying to keep my mind busy, so I've basically spent every waking second doing something that requires thinking, like watching TV shows, a movie or playing a game. I've been playing Super Mario RPG, Mario and Luigi Superstar Saga, Super Mario World (finished last night), Yoshi's Island, Tales of Symphonia and a few others. Last night Michelle and I watched Room 6 and while a bit low budget, it was good and creepy. We also watched Highlander and Criminal Minds, so I've been doing okay keeping myself busy.

Some bad shit's going down though, I just know it.

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