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I feel drugged up again today... where my eyes are barely open, and heavy, but I don't feel tired tired, i feel drugged up tired, which are completely different. I didn't stay up really late for a change last night; I went to bed early (for me) and actually slept through the whole night for the most part (for what I can remember anyway).

I feel a faint bit of happiness in my chest.. it's wonderful, but being so drugged up feeling, it's hard to enjoy it, or increase it really. I don't even have anything to be happy about but that's okay... it's nice to feel something for a change, although barely anything. I'm going in circles again... I tend to do that lately.. I think it's my lack of an ability to concentrate.

I've yet to get a good call today... just bastard after bastard who I don't want to talk to, or help, or listen to, or do anything for. I always enjoy calls with women because they're always more willing to do what you ask, and they're always really friendly, where guys usually dont do quite what you say, go far ahead and screw things up, and talk abuot the most bornig shit no one cares about. So, I've yet to get a nice lady on the phone whom I can help.

Last night I got my plug in the right ear, so now I just have to stretch my left lobe... but I did't last night because I wanted to be able to sleep on any side I wanted... I wanted to be comfortable.

I think the thing I hate most about work is that I can't edit and upload pictures, and so all the entries I write at work are nothing but plain text and that bores me, and I'm sure bores others... images just liven everything up.

I paid my rent last night... on time. They were amazed. This was the first time since they could remember that I showed up on time. When I came to the door they just assumed I came to tell them I was going to be late, so they started talking about it and I said, "No. I have it. here." and they looked shocked. haha. i rock. So now I'm in debt even more, which I plan to pay off as quickly as possible. I found out last night that they're raising my rent to 585 in Novemember, and that's the last straw. There is no way in hell I'm paying that much to live in this shithole, infested with ants, and the worst sort of people living around me. I'm going to talk to Tim or Cam about the opening in their building and try to get in for october, so I can finally leave this place behind. An awesome, really old bachelor at Dundas and Richmond for about $400 a month ... yes please. I want someone to come with me to find the phone number so I can ask about it. I don't think Mark would, cause Mark's a lazy bastard.. so.. perhaps I'll go alone. or just ask Cam for it tomorrow; that'll work too.

My boys, The Electrocult, have finally announced their cd-release show, September 24th, at the Dissent. I'm working merch at the show, and for every beer you buy me, you get $0.50 off of a shirt! So make sure you come, because well, they kick ass, and also, get me drunk.

god damn I love being smart

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Only half of US adults know that the Earth rotates around the Sun once each year (NSB, 2000). One in five US adults say that the Sun rotates around the Earth, and 14 percent of US adults think that the Earth rotates around the Sun once each day (see Figure 2). A comparative study with Britain in 1988 found that only one-third of British adults understood that the Earth rotates around the Sun once each year...The level of adult understanding of the solar system shows little change over the last decade....

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source: http://www.dgdc.unam.mx/Assets/pdfs/sem_laura.pdf

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