Excessive

I worry that I'm not enough for the cats, in that they're used to having two people around, like when I'm away at work, they have someone, or maybe I don't pay enough attention to them, and think about it quite a bit recently. They still follow me around once and awhile, like Kairi still has baths with me and is sleeping behind me right now purring, and they generally surround me while I eat, I dunno... I'm probably just being weird... yeah, I don't think normal people worry about their cats like this.

I woke up late for the second time in a row this morning, and I'm not really sure why... or maybe I am... maybe I stay up too late, maybe I'm retarded. I had trouble falling asleep last night, and I was woken up in the middle of the night by a huge storm (or the wind) and I remember getting up and having a drink and walking around, but yeah... not waking up is not good. I had to skip breakfast this morning, and then work for nine hours, so it was really not a recipe for feeling great.

So I was right when I predicted that this weekend was going to be a terrible experience, in that pretty much all three days were a huge gongshow of problem after problem, with insane heat, people having attitude... generally just having the entire experience be a big negative disaster.

I'm having a terrible time writing so I'm just going to stop before it gets worse and worse... screw this.

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