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While there are always ups and downs, and in my case, generally pretty severe ones (with no one to blame but myself) yesterday and today have been pretty good days, and I sit here feeling pretty content.

I know that it would be in my best interest mentally to simply lead a boring and isolated life, interacting with no one and only sticking to my routine, but I will never find true fulfillment that way, I will never feel truly alive.

Yeah, I still worry, I still wonder, but you know, right now.. at least tonight, I'm happy.. and for that I'm grateful.

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