Excessive

I had a super lazy day and felt pretty good about it. I could've cleaned or organized or have done some other productive thing, but instead I played games, watched TV and read my book, and didn't really feel guilty or bad about it. It felt pretty good actually.

I woke up and decided to have lunch instead of breakfast, because it was late enough, 11am or so, and I didn't feel like making a breakfast, and more like a sandwich, so I made a nice salmon salad sandwich with a pickle. It was pretty good, and I watched TV while I ate.

The afternoon was spent with a movie on (TMNT 3, so what?) as I played Dragon Quest 4 on my 3DS, which I hadn't played in forever. I also played Mass Effect, a game that I started out hating, but have grown to hate less over time. It's become significantly less frustrating, however there are many flaws. Now is not the time to talk about the game in depth, but perhaps I will in the future.

I read a few chapters of A Storm of Swords (third book in the Song of Ice and Fire series) and have got about 130 pages into it. It's great so far, as good as the first two books have been, and I'm excited to see what happens to the characters.

On top of all that, I went to the store to get a bunch of junk food just because; it felt good to treat myself after trying so hard to save money. Just spend a bunch on some junk that'll taste wonderful and don't worry about the cost. It's nice to do that sometimes.

I work tomorrow at 12pm, and I think I'm getting a ride with Jon. I don't have to go to bed very early because I don't have to wake up until about 11am, so I'm not sure when I'll sleep, but I want to watch some Funny as Hell and read a bit more, so I'll be sure to do that.

I feel anxious, probably about having to go back to work tomorrow. What else is new? I hope tomorrow goes well, and I hope I come home feeling okay..

All I ever want is to feel okay.

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