Excessive

I've been spending a lot of time working on some projects for school, specifically a C++ project which I finished the other day and submitted, only after a friend pointed out one of the minor features was done incorrectly, but oh well, can't let it bother me. The professors instructions are always super vague and it's impossible to know exactly what he means or what he wants, and I just can't let it bother me.

The second project I've been working on is a text editor, almost a copy of Notepad++ but with less features (just a basic tabbed text or rich text editor) and it's been fun, and fairly easy. It's not due until August 6th and I'm almost done, which feels good, but is also kind of neccessary, because I've got three projects right now, and that's a lot of work. I need to finish this one project very early so I can focus on the other two.

I also need to go to school more often. I need to change a lot in my life. Things are not going so well right now for me, besides Bekki, which is possibly the best thing to happen to me in 10 years. Beyond that though, eating habits, shopping habits, budget, spending, planning for the future, all of these things need to be rethought and paid more attention to, and I've been failing miserably at it. Even things like my chores... I don't clean the litter every day and I used to, and I need need need to, with four cats it's just something that should be done twice a day, not just once. Ugh... I need to change. What can I do to force a change, to change routine? Willpower I guess... I will try. Monday. Monday will be my day, my day of change.

I finished Borderlands today, and I want to write about it... to record my thoughts in a type of review. I just want to talk about it basically, and I think I may just wait until tomorrow night to do so. I don't really have the time tonight to sit and write what I want to write, so I'll wait.

I have been enjoying the time I've been spending with games, and I'll always appreciate that.

Tomorrow is work an hour early, at 6am, due to wonderful church breakfast. That means wake up at 5am. I've got a headache, I'm on T1s, and I'm not tired but will be soon hopefully. I didn't get a lot of sleep, as I stayed up until around 4am building up my characters in Final Fantasy 13 (I know right?). Hopefully tomorrow is a good day, and I can come home, cook some soup, have a nice dinner, relax with some games, write about Borderlands, and then sleep and go in for brunch.

Things will change soon! Maybe it'll do something to this feeling in my stomach.

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