Excessive

I've been working on school all evening, and it's very difficult considering how tired I am.

Bekki is in Peterborough or some other useless place... she's there to take a class at some University, to get a non-violent crises intervention credit thing, so that she can get a placement for her school, and that was the only one accepted students, so she had to drive for four hours this morning to get there, and pay for a hotel to stay over night and finishes it tomorrow.

Because of that, I had to go into work at 4am this morning, sleep in a hotel room and then come down at 6am when my shift started, and begin work. Due to that waking up and all that crap, it's been a weird day... staying in that hotel room was very unsettling, especially doing so alone. Work was difficult, busy and tiring... I've been feeling more and more angry while at work, and it's not a nice feeling. I worked for 9 hours, and if you include the time I was in the hotel, I was there for 11 hours, and I took the bus home at 3pm.

Once off the bus, I stopped in at Shoppers to get some spaghetti sauce, because I needed something for dinner and pasta seemed good, but I had no tomatoes, and their canned tomatoes were twice the cost of Ragu, so I just got some of that. I got home, put on ground beef and eventually made a meat sauce with a few mushrooms in it. I had spaghetti for dinner and watched Mythbusters... it was really difficult not to fall asleep on the couch, made especially more difficult by the fact that I had a migraine.

I went upstairs after dinner and started work on finishing up my C++ project... a multiplayer TCP version of Racko. I just need to comment all of the code, clean it up so it looks good, and add one more class that I don't really need but should do for the marks. I worked on it all night, with an hour break to try and relax, and just finished a few more things with it, but I'm too tired and miserable to continue. It's due tomorrow at midnight, so I figure if I start again once I get home from work, that much time should be fine to finish up what I need to do.

This is the last project for school this semester, and then exams all next week. Thursday is my last day of school, and then I'm right back into working full time (not that I haven't been). I'm feeling quite burned out on work, and on school, but more work. I generally hate being there, and try to go to a happy place in my mind, which is usually a bad sign. Maybe it'll get better when I'm not so stressed, I'm just sick of how unorganized, dirty and how shitty some of the stuff there is.

Such is life right?

I miss Bekki, and don't really want to sleep alone in my king size bed tonight. I'm gonna go put on some music and read, and then go to sleep (probably instantly). Work tomorrow from 7am to 3pm, and then school work until I fall asleep or finish, and maybe Game of Thrones if Bekki is home in time and I'm done my work.

I've been listening to Iron & Wine nightly while sleeping, and Death Cab for Cutie quite a bit as well. I've also been catching up on the Instance podcast, and trying to find time to enjoy World of Warcraft when I'm not working or doing school work.

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