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I obviously want these entries to reflect how I'm feeling, and a sort of day-in-the-life picture of what I'm thinking and feeling and doing. I don't feel like my writing is capturing that very well recently.

I'm feeling pretty exhausted after my shift at work. My legs hurt, my hips are sore, and my mind is quite close to shutting down. Thinking isn't really my strength at the moment, and I'm sure that will come through in my writing.

As I grow older, I can see how certain aspects of myself have changed. I mentioned briefly my inability to tolerate small talk, and that specific thing has really caught my attention. I notice more and more how much I hate talking with people... and I always felt that way before, but my distaste is only intensifying, and my desire to hide the fact that I don't give a fuck is fading away quite quickly.

Lately I've been programming a little with javascript and jquery, specifically involving some of my latest projects, like my chores website and a soon to be developed budget system. I'm kind of excited to sit down and test some things out tomorrow. I'm using it a lot for... you know... real-time actions that don't require the page to reload. Tomorrow I'm going to redesign my chore list page so that when users interact with chores (such as marking a chore as finished) it doesn't reload the page, move the page around, etc. Also I want to include a search feature, and improve the layout a bit.

Tomorrow is a day off... a day off on Sunday which is completely weird. I don't think I've had a Sunday off since my wedding, which was quite a while ago. Anyway, Sunday off, and that means we can go grocery shopping early, not feel rushed to make it home for dinner, and relax a bit. In the late afternoon, we're going to the movies to see some movie I've never heard of, with my Mom and Sister.

On Tuesday, we have reservations at work for dinner to try the Londonlicious menu, and enjoy some McMannis wine. Then, on Saturday, it's the Windermere staff party. So, quite a few less dinners to plan for this coming week and that's a strange relief to me.

Going to go to sleep soon, so that I can get up at a good time and start my day.

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