October 28, 2002 6:34PM
It's Been A Very Very Long Time
Okay.. I haven't updated in a good 15 days or so.. mainly because I just haven't felt like it at all. I've got some good news bad news and... boring stuff.
The good news is that I haven't been depressed at all in the last week or two. Not at all! *hugs self* It's so awesome... not always feeling down or suicidal.. I can actually enjoy my days and my time with Linzie.
The bad news is that I'm really sick. I have a really high fever (so high that I was slightly hallucinating last night.. the ceiling was moving and stuff.. it's very unsetting to say the least). My throat is really really sore my neck is swollen and sore so I can't move my head very much and I've got a bad headache. Sleeping seems to make all of these symptoms ten times worse so I've really got to try and avoid that. I always wake up not sure of where I am what I'm doing or what I'm thinking... it's quite scary.. not to mention that I have really fucked up dreams when I've got a fever (we all do).
I got my haircut the other day.. it's uh.. cut. Not too exciting and I can't really expand on it that much...
Linzie is at work right now... she's been working temporarly so I haven't been able to see her much except Sunday when she had a day off... I really miss her right now because being sick all I want is comforting and I just wanna be able to lay down and be looked after but I have to wait until 9pm for her to get here and then I'll be all happy again.
Everything is going great with Linzie and I.. we haven't had any problems of any kind in a very long time.. nothing but happy times. In fact we've been playing through some RPG's lately... We beat Final Fantasy: Mystic Quest and now we're playing through Final Fantasy 3. She's really enjoying them so I look forward to playing even more games with her... if she can get at least something out of them like I have then it's worth it. Final Fantasy 3 is such an amazing game.. and amazing story. The characters are so interesting.. you get so involved in them and they exist in your imagination... I even used to write stories about them.. because they make them so real that you could place them in non-existant situations and predict how they'd react.. that's how you can tell if an RPG has good character development. The next game we're going to play is Chrono Trigger.
I haven't been able to eat lately because of my sickness (mainly my throat) so I'm really hungry and have really weird hunger pains in my stomach. I've been eating bread mostly.. and drinking Coke. Because Coke loves me.
I got my yearbook today. It's nothing special.
Oh well.. I was just letting you people know I was alive.. I'll try to start updating more often again but I guess since I'm so not depressed lately I haven't felt the need to get anything out. Well.. until next time.
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