Excessive

I went all the way to work and went to timestamp in and it showed I had the day off with pay... it pissed me off because I came all that way, and I fought myself to go to work and I actually did and it turned out I had to turn around and leave. Mark told me to work and then tell my TS about it afterwards, but I didn't want to work the whole day and find out later it couldn't be reversed, since I was being paid for the day whether I was there or not. So that wasted a couple hours of my day right there and that bugged me.

On my way home from work I dropped in on my Mom and Sister at Allied, since it was about their lunch time and it turned out they were going out to some fancy restaurant because they got gift certificates for it for secrataries day, and offered for me to come along, so I did. I felt so out of place, but it was okay... Everyone were business men and women wearing suits and ties, and I was wearing my "I had my party at the Hut' t-shirt. My Mom and I both got Ravioli and Lindy got Lasagne, which were all good and filling and stuff.. it was overall a good lunch.

After lunch, I went back to Allied with them and went the bathroom in the basement, then borrowed my Mom's backpack and then took off for the bank and then value mart. I got $10 turned into loonies and quarters so if I wanted to do laundry at any point in the next month I can just grab in a jar and get the required change. At valuemart I just got a few things because I don't have any food left here. I bought three mr. noodles, a box of rice, two $0.80 pork things I like to fry and have with rice, and then a frozen pizza for lunch at work tomorrow. Strangly that should last me a good week or so.

Now that I'm home, I put on a small load of laundry, just socks and underwear mostly, and am listening to Celldweller pretty loudly. And the cats are all cleaning themselves because they just ate and it makes me feel comfortable. I think I've been doing pretty well considering the circumsmtances. I think figuring out how to deal with a lease until october is the biggest stress. I wish I could just leave with no consequence like SOME people, but if I were to break the lease I would owe them lots of money, money I don't have.. and I'd get even worse credit than I already have. As it is, I will barely be able to break even by staying here, and that's not considering how maany days I take off. I need to find some excuse why I can't live here, like the ant problem and ride that to freedom, then find a cheap bachelor or something.

As for the rest of the day, I'm going to tidy up my bedroom since I moved some things around, and I'm not sure if I like it the way it is... and I'm going to finish the laundry and then watch the America's Next Top Model finale, and swoon over my Kahlen. I'll probably write another entry later tonight, but meh, my mind is pretty drained at present :P

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