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The feeling of being used stings like a cut from dull razor. I feel like death inside but that horrible anxious feeling inside my stomache is starting to fade after my doctors appointment and now that I'm on more drugs.

I talked to Dr. Tu, and he doubled how much Lithium I take, and doubled how much Olanzapine I take as well. Now I'm up to 900mg of Lithium per day, and 5mg of Olanzapine. So far it's helped with the anxiety I've been having.

I feel so mad and full of resentment, and I want to be hurtful and mean but something is stopping me. I'm having trouble writing tonight. Bah. Work tomorrow...

ps. i saw The Faint *orgasm* and Bright Eyes yesterday. It was quite the adventure and if I could I'd write more about it now, but I can't, so I'll write more about it tomorrow maybe.

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