Excessive

Have you ever watched the film Event Horizon? If you are me, the answer is no. I've always hard of the movie, but wasn't quite sure what it was. I knew it was a science fiction movie, but didn't know if it was bad or good, or pointless to watch. Due to my recent Film Sack addiction, I listened to the episode on Event Horizon, and it reminded me that it existed, but I hadn't seen it, so here I am, sitting down to watch it.

First Impressions

Don't get me wrong, I'm going into this movie with an open mind, and I'm actually hoping that it's pretty good, but the fact that the director's prior work is the first Mortal Kombat movie, my expectations are quite low. It's kind of a ripoff of the Alien movies: it's the future, but the technology looks ancient and clunky.

I'll watch it, and maybe write more about it. Might not, we'll see.

Nightmares Are Made

I've been having a pretty rough time, only made worse yesterday when one of my harddrives died and I took steps to fix it. I thought I had backed up everything, and for the most part, I was looking forward to a fresh install to speed things up and stream line stuff, but I was also disappointed that I lost 1TB of storage and who knows how much data. The worst of it all, I lost all my music that I have been organizing and collecting and managing and collecting data on, all gone. I felt like crying really.

I've been getting migraines almost every day, and if I don't get a migraine, there's a good chance I'll get a headache. My collar-bone has been very sore, I wake up with a sore throat, liquid in my ear. I get dizzy while I'm at work, I feel nervous and so scared that I'm going to get a migraine, that I try to eat early, I usually end up getting one anyway, and it's so frustrating.

I get home from work and I'm too tired to do anything I wish I could do, or I get a sudden wave of apathy or depression, and I find it hard to do anything at all.

I wanted to start eating a tiny bit better, small personal goals for my own reasons, but I find it hard when I'm feeling this way. I find it hard to come up with a point; why should I?

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