July 29, 2004 6:28AM
the.sun.was.born.and.so.it.shall.die
This entry is going to be much shorter than the ones you've been used to for this last little while (maybe), as nothing really happened today, except for the normal... stuff doesnt happen but I'm going to write for two hours about it and for some reason people are going to read it kinda stuff, I feel really sick (again) and there just isn't really anything to write about.. but what else is new around here. A couple things to mention though... I may go back after I'm finished and beef up these few paragraphs (which i did) after I feel better.. and perhaps a tad wee bit more creative. Sorry if the first part of this is lacking, but what the hell do you expect, you people aren't paying me much for this.. Only in hugs, snuggles and lollipops, happy thoughts filled with rainbows and sunshine and happy butterflies. Dammit people, I need cash!! You should know my address, start sending me money! Lots of it.. all the time. forever. I entertain! I dance, I sing, I swear a LOT... I'm an entertainer.. and NO, I will NOT take my clothes off... fucking sick bastards. Alright, let's just see what i can squeeze out of this ever so resistent mind of mine... *squeezes* oh.. well then..An interesting thing I found about about a year ago, but was too lazy to mention or brag or whatever... but if you search Google for "Excessive Rambling", this website is the first on the results list, and if you hit the I'm Feeling Lucky button, it brings you right to this site... which I thought was pretty neat, which prooves how many of you people out there are reading this crap.. oh I feel sorry for you guys.. I just thought it was kind of neat, because Google arranges it's results based on traffic, times searched and various other things, and to be in the #1 position is kinda neat. Not that it really matters how many hits I get, as I have zero advertising and will probably never ever in a million years get any, so even if I only get 1 hit, or a million, it makes no difference, except I'd know I'm not writing to no one... which I guess really wouldn't matter anyway, because I'm probably the biggest fan of my writing.. I just go back a year and read what I wrote, and for that reason alone, I'll keep updating until my fingers don't work anymore. I guess it's nice to know that I may be reaching people, making them laugh or smile, or whatever, but it's definitley not my top priority when it comes to this website.
Ally, the greatest person in the world, got an apartment! Finally! After much looking, calling, searching and months of hard work and never giving up, she finally found a place to live, and she's moving this weekend!! As of right now we don't really have transportation to move her things, but I'll walk the boxes down the street myself if it means she'll smile. So that's amazing news and I can't wait to be excited and giddy with her in a few days :) I can't believe how excited and happy I am for her.. how it's close to downtown, how she's gonna be independant, how she's gonna have so many fun slumber parties... how good it's gonna feel to get in and settled and wow.. I'm just so happy for her.
I took a few more pictures today, before I went with Emily to the mall. We went to go pick up some Coke and Chips, Milk and Chocolate Chips, and to also drop off applications and resumes... anyway, before we left we had a picture fest and took lots of pictures. Here are a few...
such.vanity.is.often.frowned.upon...i.wish.this.was.vanity.
When I was standing around talking about the latest crap going on in our lives with Linzie, Aaron Benjamins, one of my best friends from high school, walked by and recognized me and said hi and stuff. We've never really been friends outside of school, except for the occasional breast groping if we ran into each other somewhere shopping, but at school he really was one of my bestfriends and I never really realized that until highschool was over. We used to go to the cafe and eat brunch every single day and he'd always pay for me, and never expected anything back, and we always laughed and had a good time and I guess sometimes you don't really notice the friends around you until you lose them... aaanyway, all I wanted to say was, Aaron, if you're reading this... you fucking rock.
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After the D, we enjoyed a couple muffins, and sat around on the computers for a bit... eventually deciding for Emily to play Final Fantasy 6, while I watched (as I love that game to the point that watching it is immensly enjoyable... and keep in mind that I know the script off by heart, yet I still LOVE watching the damn thing unfold.. *sigh* can you legally marry a video game?). She played for a while and then we turned on Final Fantasy X and only played for a few minutes... we got through Mt. Gagazet almost but Emily was really tired, so I turned it off, Emily went to sleep and I played a bit of Wind Waker. I couldn't concentrate... I felt horribly nauseous, weak and hungry and light headed... all symptoms I have been experiencing on and off for the last four days or so... I'm pretty sure it's related to my medication as I've missed a couple of pills in the last little while and am now getting back on track but it's most unenjoyable to feel this way... it's the reason I stopped playing Wind Waker, and also the reason I didn't think this entry was going to be very long, because I felt so sick, I just wanted to lay down... I'm starting to feel a bit better, as you can probably tell be the increasing paragraph size as you read down... unless I've gone back and edited the older paragraphs, in which case they all probably look long and you think I'm a retard for even mentioning it... blah to you fuckers.
So I really want to pull out some of my old work and convert it into digital form and put it on this here interweb. Stories and articles I wrote a year ago.. two years ago.. I want to make them hard copies.. I want them to be on this site... but.. I dunno.. I just have such a hard time with it.. sitting down that is. I'm not sure how I manage to write on this site so much, when I can't even sit down and copy out something I've already written. I guess it's because when I write on this site, I'm either heavily sedated (no joke) or in some kind of weird zone where I can't stop writing and it seems my mind is directly connected to my fingers, like there is no brain or muscles or nervous system that the thoughts have to travel through and the thoughts come right out the tip of my fingers and I make a horrible amount of spelling mistakes but my point remains clear and it comes and it comes and it usually exausts me by the end but it's really the easiest way to write.. to just let it flow and see what comes out... I guess I just wish I could what I set my mind to, rather than do what my mind sets me to do for it. heheh.. does that make any sense? You'll say yes, just so I don't kill you.
I'm strangley getting the urge to play both Final Fantasy 9 and Final Fantasy 8 at the same time, and then at different times of the day, I get this huge urge to play Ocarina of Time.. not enough god damn hours in the day to fit in all these awesome games. I've beat FF9 only once, FF8 three times and Ocarina of Time at least four times... but I still want to play through each one again and again to keep experiencing the amazing story and gameplay... *drools* I loves my games *hugs games* ... *glares* what the hell are you people looking at? I haven't written anything about about FF9 or Ocarina of Time (OoT) but I have written quite a few rough 
notes on Wind Waker, which I was considering of turning into good copy and then turning it into webpages available on this website. They are just notes about the different islands, some of the hiddent reasure and what each of the treasure charts lead to... could be fun to put it up here, even for my own use, and hey, if anyone else could use it, that'd be a bonus.. so you can look for that (or I'm sure I'll mention when I finish it) in the next few days.As for other Gaming related crap (yes, crap. not stuff.. crap) I'm nearing the end of The Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker. I've retrieved the three goddesses pearls, prooved to the gods that I was a true hero, retrieved the master sword from the world below the sea (old Hyrule), fought Ganondorf, got my ass kicked but was saved, restored full power to the master sword by visiting the temples, and now I need to find the eight shards of one of the pieces of the triforce, so that I can return to hyrule, where I think Gannondorf has fled. weeee.. so much fun! I loves the story... oh I so loves the story. How there have been so many games and they all seem to fit into place so perfectly.. I love the continuity between them all.. it really makes it feel magical.. adds a lot to the experience and the story, to see different asects of the story within each other, and then have it's own story independantly. Returning gamers are familiar with the premise, and most of the gameplay, but it's fresh enough that it doesn't bore them to death. They really have found something amazing.. that Miyamoto.. silly bastard (he created Mario, Zelda, Star Fox.. to name a few).. anyway, I'm sure you will all know when I finally beat the game, because not only will I brag about how awesome I am at everything Zelda, I'll also mention starting Ocarina of Time!
Some more game related news... not sure if any of you have been following the new hand held console from Nintendo, the Nintendo DS, but it's been officially named the Nintendo DS just recently, which it wasn't supposed to be... who knows why they went with the temp title.. probably because everyone already knew it and that probably means better sales and more familiar products... kinda makes sense. They also redesigned the console, added stereo sound and a much sleeker look, with a flip down protective flap. It's actually looking as badass as the P2P, maybe even more. Sony is crazy for trying to compete... Nintendo will crush them.. I can't help but think of the NGage when I think of P2P.. good idea but it just won't fly in a market already monopolized. Anyway, here is a thread from Gamespy about the news [click here for the thread], to anyone who is interested. It lists the features, as well as a few images of the new redesigned console, so do yourself a favor and check them out... because this system will turn out to be big. When I have a steady job, I know I'll be buying it, and tons of the games that are coming out for it... because it already sounds orgasmic. I loves Nintendo.. maybe because I grew up with them... but I don't know.. everything they put out is top notch quality, and the only people who don't like Nintendo are the mainstream gamers who aren't even gamers, they just play sports games and think they're awesome. Personal message to all those people: Fuck you!! AGH!
speaking of nintendo, here is the zapper
being held by the hotty who sleeps in my bed
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Timeline
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Emily
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January 01, 2000
confirming: indeed, the muffins ARE perfect in every way.
January 01, 2000
Green again!...and I want pics of these perfect muffins.
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