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May 18, 2004 12:00AM

Sadness.. or something


I'm staring out my window, across the street at the townhouse complex, where I'm watching a father play with his daughter. He's pushing her through a big puddle in her little fisher price car. I'm captivated by it. No matter what else is going on in the world, how I feel, or where Marle is, that little girl is the happiest person the world. Maybe what I'm feeling is envy?

Sick of this mind and the games it plays
mental enemies want to push me back again
here they come running wanting me up on that
tree, crucified

(wait a minute)
Whatever words they say (me who said it)
whomever they betray (me who did it)
whenever they're awake it makes me die

There's so much on my mind, we're given so little time
there's no way to hold on as it passes by
so lead me into denial, help me forget for awhile
stay with me, please don't let go

Stay with me, please don't go
never want to be alone
stay with me, please

Sick of this mind and the games it plays
mental enemies want to push me back again
here they come running wanting me up on that
tree, crucified

(wait a minute)
Whatever words they say (me who said it)
whomever they betray (me who did it)
whenever they're awake it makes me die

There's so much on my mind, we're given so little time
there's no way to hold on as it passes by
so lead me into denial, help me forget for awhile
stay with me, please don't let go

Stay with me, please don't go
never want to be alone
stay with me, please

I don't have much else to say (unlikely)
I'd rather you go away (unlikely)
I don't need something from you (unlikely)

Though some say I will heal over time
it doesn't seem too likely
it seems unlikely
please, don't let go

Stay with me, please don't go (unlikely)
never want to be alone (unlikely)
stay with me, please (unlikely)

Stay with me, please don't go (unlikely)
never want to be alone (unlikely)
stay with me, please don't go (unlikely)
stay with me, please


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