June 27, 2003 4:22AM
I Will Never Feel Release
Okay, so when I got to work today, my energy died... or it never fully came alive or something because I pretty much crashed and just didn't want to be there anymore. The night SLOWLY went on and I barely did anything. The best part was probably watching the rain through the window as I was sitting. I love the rain...
Um... I dunno if I wrote it in yesterday's entry, but we got a big ass fan (really big ass) sitting behind the computers, so I constantly have a breeze and or strong wind on me, which is a huge help in cooling down. The best is having a cold shower and then sitting in the breeze... that really cools you down. I also have a fan constantly going on my bed, which is nice to sleep with.
I've been having a horrible time trying to get to sleep lately... hence why I am updating at 4:25AM and not sleeping. I wish I could go to sleep around 2:30AM and get up around 10 or 11AM.. That would be perfect. Since I have to work the next few days and stuff, I really can't turn my sleep around (because falling asleep at work just wouldn't go over very well). I guess my only option is to wait until I have a few days off and try my best to turn it around. I really think it would be good for me, as I've been getting less and less happy lately and I think my sleeping habits (not to mention my horrible headaches) aren't helping.
When I get my new laptop for college, I'll be getting a wireless access point for my room, so I can roam freely anywhere in my room (and possibly more, it all depends on the signal strength) and stay connected to the network and internet (if I want to spend an extra 9.99 a month). I'm really getting quite excited about this... I don't wanna wait anymore! :)
I got a box of chocolate milk from work, for 4.25 for 12 single servings of chocolate milk. I THINK that's a good deal, but I don't know for sure yet, so I'm going to go the grocery store tomorrow and compare prices. I can get a lot of cheap things there... like chicken wings!
I have to work tomorrow and the next day. My legs and feet are so tired and soar and it's only been one night and not even an 8 hour shift (only 7). Man.. this sucks. My headaches don't go away and I can never rest.
I finally got around to archiving a few more months from last year, so you can go and check those out if you are ever interested in reminding yourself what happened in my life a year or more ago. I'll be finishing that up in the next few weeks. Depending on my energy levels of course.
I've been listening to a lot of Jack Off Jill still and... other than that, I guess it's time to stop writing. Oh yeah, a few days ago I bought Chasing Amy, so now I own that and Dogma. I'll get the entire trilogy (five movies). Later!
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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