April 14, 2003 11:18PM
You are not the clothes you wear, you are not the job you go to.
I was in such a good mood today. Yesterday I went to Value Village with my beautiful girlfriend Linzie and bought some new clothes... and I wore some today and it made me feel good. I recieved compliments from a few people which made me even more happy, it was sunny and beautiful out... everything just seemed so nice.
I had a doctors appointment at 12:30 in the afternoon, so I had to get up and catch a bus at 11:30, to get on the Oxford at 11:50, in order to get to my Mom's work, which is right beside the doctors by 12:15 or so, then sit around and eventually head over. It went well... the reason I went was because I was running out of my Celexia pills (I have 1 left) so I had to go and ask if she would write me a refill perscription. So we talked for a few seconds, talked about how they are helping me and how people think they are helping me, and she agreed (she said she saw a sparkle in my eye she didn't see previously) and then signed me up for 3 more months of pills (34 a month.. a few incase I run out early or whatever.. it was very considerate of her). So that going well made me in a better mood.
I stopped by wal-mart to drop off my perscription, went to Pizza Hut to buy some lunch and wait around a half hour for my perscription then headed back over. I did a bit of shopping.. I got some baking soda and batteries and a few other things... I don't know what it was... something felt so good about today. I was out, I was functioning. I wasn't that nervous, I wasn't that paranoid.. I felt different... I liked it.
Yesterday I baked some chocolate brownie cookes and man do they kick some ass.. and tonight I made some meatloaf and potatoes for supper. It was tasty as well.. Tomorrow I have to work, so I won't be cooking.. but I enjoy it alot.. Oh yeah and I bought Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets yesterday and watched it. It was great! But what do you expect?
So yeah, today went very well... and I hope it lasts, but I fear it won't. Something was different today.. I might not ever get it back. Right now I'm listening to Katatonia and talking to Sarah. That is all... you may leave.
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- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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