March 27, 2003 5:20AM
Officially Dead
I think my site may be officially dead now.. or something. I dunno, it just seems like no one comes here anymore. I know I always say that, but it really seems that way now. Even the two regulars I used to get don't come anymore I think. I've been doing this for quite some time. A year actually. It's been a year since I reopened Excessive Rambling and since then I think I've only had about 5 unique visitors... neato! NEAT-FUCKING-O!! OH NO! I'M SWEARING! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! We can show death on tv but NOOOO FUCKING SWEARING! Swearing is nothing anyway. Nothing. Just vibrations of your body. God..
I was reading back on some archives, and I noticed I used to write a lot more and a lot differently. I used to have energy.. or be energetic. I used to be amusing, write using good vocabulary (words other than "dunno"). I dunno.. wait, I don't know, I guess I just wish I still wrote like that, and I wish I still wrote as often and as much, but like I've mentioned earlier, the opprotunity to write doesn't come up very often.
Just so everyone knows, for the last three months, my email has changed. Yes, changed, to jordangrieve@rogers.com. So that means, if you are viewing this site right now, FUCKING EMAIL ME YOU BASTARDS!!! Let me know you exist.. please. If you don't, I just may stop writing here, because I can write to myself in private. Oh and if Mr. G is reading this for some reason (yeah right) please for the love of god email me. I want(ed) to stay in contact with you but your email address never worked, or you never got back to me, or something. If you email me, I can just hit reply and BOOM (ooh, action word) I'll have your address.
I've been listening to Tears For Fears a lot recently, and on the way to work I've been listening to AFI (Sing The Sorrow).. everyday. So yeah, musically I've been sticking to one thing more or less.
My sleep is all screwed up and it's depressing me.. which blows the cock. But.. I'm going to try and turn it all around starting Sunday because I don't work a lot next week, so I can have fucked up sleeping habits for awhile, maybe start sleeping at night instead of sitting here missing Linzie and wanting to disappear.
Yup.. I miss Owen, I feel stressed and I want to lay with Linzie. Aren't I awesome!! *hangs self*
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Timeline
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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