December 16, 2002 1:39PM
Proud of Me
I've accomplished so much in the last month or so, come so far and done so much that it's all been kind of a blur. Not only have I been more into writing stories; the ideas are again floating through my head, being created every second. I feel creative and in control of this make believe universe that I created. I've got a job, made my relationship even stronger and more enjoyable, found, checked out and got an apartment where I will be living, with my bestfriend of eleven years, parent free, totally in control of my survival and well being. Created my own budget, that works; as well as managed all my spending and deposits.
I've been doing really well in school, except for my absenses.. which in my mind I needed in order to cope with all this shit that's been happening. I don't plan on missing any more school at all. There are only three weeks left or something, I can handle coming to school. I actually look forward to going to each of my classes. We're doing medievil studies in first, which I've always enjoyed thouroughly, ever since grade five. In second, it's not exactly the work I look forward to, it's Mr. G. We've been exchanging music lately and everyday I look forward to find out and listen to whatever music he's brought for me; it's really great. I hope to keep in touch with him after I leave school because I don't really think of him as a teacher, more as an older friend. For everything I hand in at school, I generally get 95% or higher, especially in Writers Craft and that makes me very confident as a writer. I'm sure you can't tell by these entries, as I certainly don't take my time editing or even thinking about what it is I'm writing, but I love writing and think of myself as a pretty good writer.
I've been doing awesome at work. I've been doing so well that I was actually teacher a guy that started the same time I did. I can make pizzas easily, as well as the easier jobs like dishes, back-ups and things of that nature. I feel really good about how well I've been doing there, which makes me feel proud that I'm doing so much better than a guy that started at the same time. Although at times working there is just a tad bit unenjoyable. It's almost as if my IQ is going down just by being around some of those people. At one point they were all talking about the size of their penises. Jesus.. I wanted to go home.
There are only two more weeks before I get the apartment and can start cleaning or moving in; I'm really quite excited. I can't wait to personalize the place and I really want to show Linzie as well. It's gonna a very big experience for me. I am going to miss my Mom though.
Lately I've been listening to The Ramones and Alexis On Fire. You can download both of those bands on my newly renewed Song List. It will be updated every few days from now on. Other than that, I've got nothing else to say really... later all!
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- I lived with my Mom
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
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