October 31, 2002 11:23PM
Trick or Treat
Well today sucked. Linzie came over really early (6:30am) and slept on and off until 7:30 or so. My alarm kept going off every five minutes or something and I was getting really pissed off and my CD kept going to this really gay song and I just got so pissed off I reached into the CD player and threw the CD across the room.. I dunno where it went...
I didn't go to school again today which annoys me because I don't like missing school... and I hate feeling this way as well. From 8am to 11am (while Linzie was at school) I slept (uncomfortably). I don't know why... I just didn't feel like getting up but I didn't want to sleep either.. but I was already laying down so..
When Linzie got here I forced myself to eat. It still hurts but I ate more today than most times last week. Linzie and I went downtown shortly after eating and we stayed down there until 4:30 or so.
When we got back I ate four and a half apples. And before I had a chance to hug or kiss or even say anything to Linzie, Maggie showed up at my door and took Linzie away from me... which pissed me off because I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye or say anything at all. Yeah, it pissed me off.
After I ate supper I felt envious of the trick or treaters and their precious candies so I went to No Frills and bought 2lb's of assorted candy. It wasn't exactly what I was looking for but it did it's job. Then an hour or so later the Smackdown Halloween Special came on and I got an instant craving for popping corn and Coke so I went over and bought some from.. No Frills again and cooked some and watched Smackdown. From then until 11 I watched TV... I was bored out of my mind and felt pretty lonely but it wasn't all that bad.
After 11, I listened to the Penny Arcade interview I downloaded today and ate a few chips. That's about it.
I felt more depressed today than I have all week and it sucks because I thought maybe it went away, but it didn't. I guess it's just because I've been alone so much lately, it's really getting to me. It really fucking sucks.
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- I lived with my Mom
- I was with Linzie
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