September 24, 2002 11:21AM
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I write too much. I mean.. I write a lot of journals for writers craft... pretty much four a day so when it comes time to update my site I'm not really in the mood to write.. but I'll make an effort today.
Today SUCKED!!
There I wrote.
*gets poked by monkey*
AH! Why must you poke so evily monkey!?
*gets poked by monkey*
Fine! I'll write.
Alright today DID in fact suck. I woke up late at around 7:30. I got up quickly and went in to get dressed... I was going to wear my boyscouts uniform with my pin-stripped pants (I had tried it on the night before to make sure it all fit and looked okay and I was pretty pleased with it) so when I went to go get dressed... amazingly I got nervous about wearing such an extremely small shirt (ie starting and pointing would occure) so I chicked out and couldn't wear it. I put on my pin-stripped shirt with my american flag and pin-stripped pants on (with no sweat shirt or sleeves..........) and went upstairs. I didn't have enough time to wet my hair so I went and put gel in it while it was dry and the result was less than spectacular... I wasn't very happy with it at all.. but what can you do. I didn't have enough time to eat so as you can tell the morning had already sucked some fucking cock. It was about time to go when I finally finished in the bathroom (ie. deoderant cologn tampons) so I went downstairs and noticed that Linzie's jacket and bag were here. I figured she'd need both at school so I lovingly grabbed them (I had no backpack for myself so I had to juggle a coat a purse like bag and my own binder) and went upstairs. It was already late and I had a feeling I wasn't going to have enough time to grab a bite to eat in the cafe before I went to class or even if I was going to get to class on time so my Mom started to get rude because Lindy wasn't hurrying up and so my Mom yelled at me for wanting to leave and blah I just told her to forget it and I walked out the door and to school. About halfway there around Wal-Mart I had to rollup my pants because they were dragging in the very wet grass and I dropped my binder in the process getting it really wet and thus when I finally managed to pick it up with my full hands I got my shirt soaking wet on one side... so as you could probably imagine I was really pissed off at this point. When I got to school I saw Linzie and she didn't seem happy that I brought her her stuff which made me feel even worse because I went to all this trouble to get it here I thought she'd think it was sweet and stuff (which she ended up letting me know but not until really late) but it sorta brought me even farthur down than I already was and at this point I was seriously ready to break down right there in the halls of Clarke Road. I dunno why but something in me didn't want to miss school so I just sucked it up and pushed it down inside and grabbed my books and went to class.
First class was okay. We spent most of it watching a movie on Noah's Arc (the current topic) and Linzie was all cuddling on my arm (sorta as a head rest) and that always makes me feel really good so that helped increase my mood made me a bit more optimistic.. sorta thought to myself Okay I can get through this I'm starting to feel better inside. So after class I went down to my Computer Engineering class and sat down. I was Aaronless again. Aaron is pretty much my only friend in class so it always sucks to be alone in a class full of asses. Almost right away I asked Mr. G if I could go get some breakfast and he said yupper as long as I ate it down there. So I thought to myself Wow this day is getting better! and on my way to the Cafe the cock smoker Mr. Emery stopped me in the hall and asked me where I should be all condescending and stuff and I said Mr. G said I could go to get breakfast because I was done all my work. and he said Okay. May Jesus be with you! and then did a hyle stance (ya know the Hitler arm motion). Okay so maybe that all isn't true but almost! I got a donut.. it's all I had money for and I chowed it down in the Cafe (agian sitting bymyself in a room with people.. I get very nervous) and I went back to class after finishing. I wrote a couple journals (I'm done all my work in that class and am a few days ahead of the class.. ooh installing DOS now there's a week long project. (fdisk format C: s). Mr. G told the class they could ask me for help if he was busy to which I protested because I have social anxiety issues but he barely believed me... anyway the day before fucking shithead fuckers in my class called me by the name Slayer because thats what my sweatshirt happened to say on the back to which I put up with and responded if called for help. But today some cock smoker called me "Hey Sweatshirt!" and all those good feelings that were building up just faded away... I yelled back at him as rudely as possible I have a name you know. and I just went and sat down without helping him. The only nice person to me in that class is some girl I don't even know and she calls me by Jordan and asks for help politley and says thanks. Anyway that class ended and Linzie and I headed to my house for lunch.
I was still in a rotten shitty mood when I got home so I went straight downstairs and into bed.. at first I didn't even want to open my eyes let alone go back for the afternoon and while Linzie was upstairs making supper I fell asleep and napped for a few minutes here and there between times she came down to see me. By the end of lunch I was still tired but I was feeling a bit better because of Linzie so I decided to go back to school. Oh we had Kraft Dinner for lunch. On our way back to school we stopped over at Wal-Mart to grab a Coke out of the Coke machine and we still got back to class in time. When I was turning to go to my locker someone grabbed my ass well the area near my ass right above my ass my lower lower back and I looked around my shoulder quickly and it was some guy looking straight ahead so that kinda creeped me out. I'll just assume that it was an accident.
In personal life management class (a class in which I'm almost certain I have 95+% in) we finished up our Self Esteem worksheets/articles (which are due on friday) and I handed them in. Then after sitting around bored for while (I was Adamless today also which brought me down a little again) we watched the movie Reality Bites which actually looks good so far. I remember my Mom and my Sister rented it along time ago and watched it without me.. I just remember that don't ask why.
By the time I got to Writers Craft I was already in a way better mood than I was in the morning. We had the whole period (excluding twenty minutes for journal writing (when I can usually get two pages done)) for peer editing our rough copies of our Editorial Essays which can be found here --> Religion should be kept to yourself. I got all 4 out of 4's on my peer editing sheet (just like last time) and had no spelling errors. So I basically sat around chatted with the teacher a little and that was it. I met Linzie at our locker like usual and off we were for home.
When we got home I was starving (I had only took two spoonfulls of Kraft Dinner at lunch because I lost my appetite to depression) and I noticed that we had no lunch food or afterschool snack food.. so I called my Mom and got forty bucks and went grocery shopping! We bought eggs ketchup fresh bread crispers coke chef boyardees scooby doo getti spicey fries fishsticks and mr. noodles.. I probably forgot a thing or two but you get the basic picture.. anyway it was fun and I ended up spending 34 bucks.. which was good because I actually bought all worthwhile stuff.
Linzie and I spent the night watching TV and laying/sitting and talking. We had Pizza Hut for supper with a Pepsi for her and a Dr. Pepper for me.. Before supper I won two Random Team games in WarCraft III making me a level 10 in RT games I got to level 10 in solo games yesterday and so I called Ben and we played AT (arranged team) games until him and I got to level 10. Now I'm level 10 all across YAY! I'm actually quite proud of that! Next goal is level 11 all across.. see if I can do it.
We watched that 70's show and Grounded (some show I can barely stand.. it's alright there's just something about it) and eventually turned the TV off and the music on. At that point I got really depressed... I felt alone and Linzie wasn't talking to me even though I was trying to start conversations.. I was just laying there in the dark feeling alone but thankfully she eventually made me feel better by just rubbing my back and my shoulder and we ended up having an awesome rest of the night. We had a great topic game talking about a lot of things (apparently it would be cool if I was more outgoing :P) Just kidding you love me for me! hehe.. and she left at 11.
Now I'm being forced to write this by some damn monke.. *gets killed by monkey*
Monkey: "Goodnight pathetic earth creatures!"
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- I lived with my Mom
- I was with Linzie
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