July 14, 2002 12:00AM
Better...
It seems things are getting a bit better now. I no longer feel strange around Linzie... I'm feeling less insane everyday... My room is starting to feel more like my own... things seem to be returning to a bit of normality. Also Ben and I played our first night of WarCraft III and we did very well winning 21 games and only losing 3. At one point we were 19 and 0. It was quite amazing and exciting. I guess we lost cause we got a bit tired as you can see the pattern... the later the night the poorer we played. Oh well I hope and plan to win another 20 in a row tonight. We're actually quite high on the ladder already 460 or something... maybe a little lower we lost a game after I looked last so it's probably gone down since then.
You can keep track of my WarCraft III playing by viewing my Player Profile over at the WarCraft III website under ladder (or just click on the link I made in Player Profile... it's a hotword!). The profile tells you my solo games team games arranged teams overall stats and my description and portrait! I'm an archer dammit! yay! I had to get 25 wins with Night Elf to get that and I'm damn proud about it.
I won't get to see Linzie until later in the day today which is a change from her coming over before noon or right at noon. Oh well... I'll probably just sleep throught the time anyway.. it IS the morning already after all. She's going to some Pride thing.. which I really don't get... why would someone be proud about who they have sex with? Isn't that supposed to be something you share with the one you love... why march down a street telling everyone you have sex with a specific gender? It doesn't make sense in my eyes... Okay... so they have been made fun of by the greater half of society for awhile but there's just something about extremely feminine men that is humorous! I dunno what it is it just seems funny.. it has nothing to do with where they stick their cocks... it's the way they present themselves that holds the humour... nothing like marching to achieve equality and acceptance from the common person... *cough*. Trust me I've got nothing against homosexuals at all... if I did I really don't think I'd be friends with Ben (he's a flamer... well.. not really but I like to tell him that he is quite often)... it's just this whole 'pride' thing that ticks me off.. Straight pride? Nope... I don't walk up to everyone I meet telling them how I have sex with girls. Should I? I guess so! I should have pride in my sexuality as it is such a huge giant part of my life! Oh wait... people shouldn't obsess over where they stick their dicks at night. They shouldn't single themselves out by having a fucking parade and then wonder why people notice them. *sigh* Stupidity... just fucking live your life.. don't 'show off' the fact that you are attracted to the same sex... if you do it looks like it's nothing more than a pathetic attempt of a grasp for attention... I wonder if there are gay people out there that disagree with the pride parade too... I could almost garauntee there are... Well.. enough of this.. to each it's own.
How can you not see the humor in this:
I've been listening to a lot of Offspring lately... awesome band.. one of my favorite of all time. Probably my second favorite album of all time is Smash Offspring's third album (Third Eye Blind's 3eB is my favorite). It's just amazing music... nothing has sounded like it in years. Light punk guitars with fast drums... even Offspring themselves are moving away from the sound and going for a more technical deeper guitar sound... which isn't the direction I would want them to go. Oh well.. at this rate I'll be unimaginably sick of them in a week and move on to a new band... and then come back to them in a year and enjoy it even more! Smash is my favorite song on the Smash album.. it's great.
I upgraded my computer over the last few days... I'm up to a 1.6Ghz Pentium 4 (socket 423 for those of you who know what that means) so I'm gonna try and buy some DDR as soon as I get the money (god knows when that's gonna be.. oh wait I killed god last night.. nevermind). I also got a Soundblaster Live! X-Gamer. Only a few more bucks than a Soundblaster Live! Value so I grabbed it (used).. works so it was worth it! :) It runs great! My computer as a whole that is. Things seem to run faster (especially WarCraft III... it loads games much faster so that's a plus) it also loads menu's music lists and various other things a lot faster.. things only I would notice but hey it makes me happy right!? This also means that I've got a second computer soon (as soon as my mom sends in for a free replacement for a broken 20gb hard drive and I buy a cheap video and sound card (shouldn't be too much prices are going down quite fast)... so as soon as I build another computer I'll have enough to upgrade my old computer into a playable computer and I can play WarCraft III LAN games with Linzie and stuff... that would be awesome!
Oooh Linzie's birthday in a few days... I know what I'm gonna get here! I've just got to make sure I've got enough money for it!! It's gonna be great! I may try to get her more than one thing though just to show her how materialistic and superficial I am.. hehe I know she'll like it though so it's a win win situation.. right Linzie? I know you're reading this. HAH! I'll show you!
Yupper... so News Story is actually turning out quite nicely... you'll notice more words are linked lately.. that's because they are all hotwords now and News Story links them for me. I'm also going to add a feature so it replaces certain phrases with images such as a smile or frown. It's somewhat nearing completion but I keep thinking of things to add so I'll probably keep working on it for awhile and then finally release it when I think it's as completed as it needs to be to represent what I want it to... hehe.. sounds kinda weird. I've worked in nice right click menu's a preview option so you can see what the story will look like on your website before you actually update it...tons of stuff! I've just got to perfect and add features to the Hotword section of the program and it's pretty much done. I also plan on constructing a website for it sometime in the very new future. Something simple but interesting and flashy...
Speaking of websites I'm building a WarCraft III website with a couple of online friends Shotty and Ozkar. I dunno how it's gonna turn out or if I'm gonna be happy with it... I originally had complete creative control over it but I gave it away after feeling to much preasure to deliver something I didn't want to. When you're attempting a project with three other people you're opinions and ideas tend to get all mixed together and you get something that none of you like yet all feel thats necessary to please each other... it's stupid. Ben and I might start one.. I haven't talk to him about it or anything but I think we could make one kick ass website content wise that is.. graphically and layout wise... heh.. well I dunno about that.. I'm thinking of a few things it all depends on how this pisser WarCraft III website goes.
This entry is getting quite long... I didn't even think I had that much to talk about... but I guess I kinda ramble on about nothing for most of the time.. I hope you fans don't mind because I can't see that changing anytime in the near future.. so hah! (it's okay kids I wasn't directing that violent hah at you.. *pats you on the head*). I guess I should go to bed because I've got to get up and play WarCraft III tomorrow and see Linzie and be concious and stuff... so..... bye.
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